By: Sailorm00n Hi! Itago nyo nalang ako sa pangalang Ron. I’m already 24 yrs old and currently working as a Civil Engineer. I’m gay, but...
By: Sailorm00n
Hi! Itago nyo nalang ako sa pangalang Ron. I’m already 24 yrs old and currently working as a Civil Engineer. I’m gay, but not your typical gay na feminine kumilos at magsalita. I’m out with some of my friends, but my family doesn’t know. I couldn’t even begin to imagine what would be their reaction once they found out.
Lumaki ako sa conservative na pamilya. That’s why growing up, nasuppress talaga yung gay tendencies ko. Anyways, I decided to start this blog to share my experience with people, my sexual encounters, and sabihin na rin nating out of boredom kaya ako nagdecide magsusulat. This is my first-time writing, and I do hope that you will enjoy it.
So, for my first story ano pa bang mas maganda i-share kundi yung first sexual experience diba? It happened when I was 19 yrs old, in my first year of college, around January 2019. Nung magcollege na ako, I think that was the first time I had the guts to somehow explore my sexuality. My university is a four-hour drive from my hometown. And being away from my family, I tasted a little freedom.
So, this guy, let’s call him Mark, 25 yrs old at that time, nagkachat kami sa omegle. We had a good time talking and we continued chatting sa Facebook. I was using dummy account for my own safety and as for him, personal account nya talaga yung gamit nya. I stalked him, saw his pictures, and I would say na decent looking naman sya. We chatted for one week, and eventually we decided to meet. He lives 1-hr drive away from my school and ang usapan namin is magkikita kami sa isang mall, manunuod lang ng sine.
Ako yung unang dumating sa aming dalawa, and I was really nervous and mejo paranoid na rin. I’m thinking what if may makakita sa akin na kakilala ganyan or baka hindi nya ako siputin blabla. Nung dumating sya, he really caught my attention kasi he was wearing grey pants and bakat talaga yung ano nya. He apologized for being late kasi something happened daw pero I think di naman yun necessary kasi 10 minutes lang syang late.
Tinanong ko sya anong gusto nyang panuorin. I forgot the movie choices that time pero sabi nya wag nalang daw kami manuod. I asked if aalis na ba sya, kasi sa loob loob ko iniisip ko na baka di nya ako type and baka he’s calling this off na. That was the first time na makikita nya mukha ko kasi during our chatting stage, never akong nagsend ng pictures. How pabebe. Anyways, sabi nya pasyal nalang daw kami kasi dala nya naman daw car nya. Pumayag naman ako.
Tahimik lang kami pareho habang papunta ng kotse nya, and then when we were in his car, I was caught off guard kasi he complimented my looks. Sabi nya I’m cute daw and parang baby. Jackpot daw sabi nya. Of course, mejo naïve pa ako that time kaya parang ang response ko is pabebe talaga. Fast forward, dinala nya ako sa isang isang park na malapit sa dagat. Di sya resort kasi wala naman akong nakitang mga cottage indicating na may pumupunta dun para mag-outing or the likes. Parang coastal road lang sya pero private property kasi may entrance fee. Umaambon nung dumating kami sa place, so I asked if bababa ba kami.
During that time, I was only expecting na date ang parang mangyayari. I don’t know anything and besides, it is also my first time going out with a guy. I’m expecting na parang wholesome experience to, date date ganyan but eventually, he has other things in mind.
Walang paligoy ligoy na sinabi nyang isubo ko daw sya. I was shocked, scared, but I also felt na nag-init ako sa sinabi nya. ISUBO. How do I begin with that. Sa mga porn ko lang yan napapanuod and I never imagined na darating yung oras na aabot ako sa ganito.
“Wala bang makakakita?” Yan nalang lumabas sa bibig ko after nyang sabihin yun.
“Oo, wala. Kanina pa ako nalilibugan sayo sa mall. Ang cute mo at parang ang inosente.” In my mind, kasi inosente PA naman talaga ako. Emphasis on PA kasi after this mawawala na yun.
“Virgin pa man ako kuya, wala ako experience.” I saw a smirk registered in his face and his only response was “Jackpot nga.”.
Hinawakan nya yung malamig at nanginginig kong kamay at dinala nya sa kanina pang matigas na ari. Ang init ng pakiramdam ko na di ko maexplain. Natatakot ako pero at the same time, I felt excitement. Ibang klaseng feeling.
I started stroking his dick and kiniss nya ako bigla sa lips. And there goes my first kiss. Taken away by a guy na hindi ko naman jowa. I imagined my first kiss to be with someone special, but ironically, I’m kissing a guy I barely know. Gusto kong magalit sa ginawa nya, but my body is responding oppositely. I kissed him back and my dick is already hard.
We were kissing torridly until I felt the need to gasp for air. I was so in the moment na hindi ko man lang narealize na naibaba nya na pala yung grey pants nya just above his knees, exposing his hard dick. Wow. This is the first time I saw someone else’s dick, except sa porn and of course mine. It was clean cut, mejo bent upward, and if my estimate is correct his dick is more or less nasa 6 inch. Not shocking kasi matangkad si Mark, 5’10 and he mentioned na may lahi daw sila.
I continued stroking his dick just like on what I saw sa mga porn. I don’t know what entered in my mind pero I found myself sucking his dick na nagpaungol sakanya. Ugh shet. His moans are like music to my ears. I continued sucking his dick, mimicking what I see on porn. Akyat baba. Puno ng laway. And at the back of my mind, iniisip ko na nakakangalay pala sumubo. He instructed me to lick his balls in which I immediately obey. Para akong batang uto uto na madaling pasunurin. He then grabbed my head and insisted on following his lead. He was gentle at first pero habang patagal ng patagal, mas lalo nyang itinutulak ang ulo ko para mas buo kong masubo ng kabuuan ng pagkalalaki nya.
I know what he wants. He wants me to deepthroat him. But I know my limits, at alam kong di ko pa kaya. Kaya napapiglas talaga ako nung tinulak nya nang marahas ang ulo ko para maisubo ko ng buo ang titi nya. I gagged and I felt na parang mauubusan ako ng hininga. Inalis ko ang bibig ko sa pagkakasubo, and I gasped for some air. Balak ba nyang wasakin ang vocal cords or esophagus ko?
“Sorry, nakakagigil ka kasi.” Sabi ni Mark.
I couldn’t say anything.
“Subo mo ko ulit, palabas na ako.” Dagdag niya.
Sinubo ko naman sya at muling nabalutan ng mga ungol ni Mark ang loob ng sasakyan. I just repeat what I did earlier, and I can’t help but to think kung kelan ba to matatapos. I feel like it’s going on for hours already pero I know I’m just exaggerating. When he was about to cum, he asks me pa kung pwede ko ba daw lunukin ang tamod nya. Of course, I declined coz during that time, I think it’s some sort of dirty fluid.
Sorry, twisted pa ang mindset ko that time but you can’t blame me. Tinigil ko ang pagsubo sakanya nung aktong lalabasan na sya. Jinakol ko nalang ang titi nya and after just some stroke, bumulwak na yung gatas nyang kanina ko pa pinagpapaguran. It was so thick, malapot, at sobrang dami. Nakaanim or pitong putok siguro sya nung mga oras na yun. He kissed me again but this time it was more like a smack lang.
“Thank you, ang sarap mo.” He said after kissing me.
“Ang sarap mo rin Mark.” That’s the only response I could think of. Halo-halong emosyon ang nararamdaman ko nung mga oras na yun. Some part of me felt satisfaction, I also felt a little guilt and shame, and at the same time I also felt some sort of sadness kasi wala na yung innocence ko.
When he was cleaning himself with tissue, he asked me if san ko gustong kumain.
“Kain? Kakatapos ko lang nga kumain.” I jokingly said to him.
“Don’t worry, kakainin mo to ulit kasi sa amin ka matutulog.” Mark said and gave me a wink.
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