June 2014

By: Ivan

Hello to all the readers of this blog! It’s my first time to write here so bear with me pls . Okay to start with, just call me “Ivan” (not my real name), 19 yrs old and I’m currently a 3rd year college student sa isang well-known university dito sa manila. To describe myself, medium built ako, 5’ 7 ang height, medyo maputi at gwapo daw sabi ng mom ko (joke, I’m quite handsome. lol). Varsity ako ng football team ng college namin (not the whole university, just to make it clear). And I’m a discreet bisexual. Okay, here’s the start of my story:

It was mid October and medyo busy ang college namin preparing for the upcoming Sports fest in November. It’s a week long intercollegiate tournament of different sports including syempre ang football (wooh!). Since I’m part of our college’s football team, we are expected to train for the tournament. Hindi na kami nakakapagtraining that time because of conflicting schedules ng mga members. Kaya medyo excited din ako that time kasi makakapagtraining na rin kami for sure, and syempre, bonding with our team captain, si Migs.

Second year college ako nun when I decided to join our college’s football team. Kaya ako nagdecide na sumali that time ay dahil sa 2 reasons. First, is dahil gusto ko talaga ang football as a sport. Bata pa lang ako ay favorite ko na ang sport na to. I used to play football sa backyard naming together with my pinsans. Anyway, the other reason is that dahil interested ako kay Migs (our team captain). To describe him, medium built siya, mga 5’ 8 siguro ang height, chinito, charming, and good looking. Sobrang bait pa nya and always smiling. Okay back to the story..

Dahil nga sa upcoming sports fest, nagtext ang team captain namin na magkakaroon daw ng training ang team sa weekend.

Migs: Good am. Hey guys, may football training tayo this Saturday, exactly 3-6 pm sa campus.
Me: Ok kap! (kap ang tawag ko kay Migs)
Migs: Bawal malate ah, may punishment ka na naman. :p

Me: I’ll do my best to come early kap.

Madalas akong ma-late sa mga football training naming. Our house is near the campus so walang masyadong pressure sa oras, kaya ang consequence, I often come late haha. Pero nasanay na rin sila sakin, and nasanay na rin ako sa punishments haha. Depende sa maiisip ni Migs ang punishment, either libre, push-ups, squat, etc.

So Saturday came, and as usual, I’m late (5 mins) for the training. Maaga na ko nyan actually. haha I went to the football field and I saw the team already doing warm-up exercises. Nakita ako ni Migs and nagsign siya na bilisan ko daw. Nagpunta ako kaagad sa locker room to change clothes for the training, and I rushed to the field to join the team.

Nagpalakpakan ang team pagdating ko sabay tawanan.

“PUNISHMENT!” “PUNISHMENT!”, sigaw ng mga kateam ko.
“Late ka na naman Ivan. Tch.”, sabi ni Migs.
“Sorry kap. Di pa kayo nasanay. haha Ano ba punishment?”, tanong ko habang nagkakamot ng ulo.
“I’ll give the punishment later. Mag warm-up ka na para makapagtrain ang buong team.”
“Yes kap. Thank you! Ang sweet mo talaga!”, nakangiting sagot ko.
“Anong thank you? May punishment ka pa mamaya hoy. Di ko yun makakalimutan. Go warm-up!”, sagot niya sabay palo sa pwet ko.

Tumakbo na ako sa formation para sabayan ang buong team sa warm-up exercises. After that, our team trained for 3 hrs, mga 6:30 ng gabi na kami natapos sa football training. Nagbigay pa muna ng mga reminders at training schedule si Migs before he dismissed the team. Nag alisan na ang mga members ng team. Sumabay ako sa kanila para makaiwas sa punishment. haha

“Bye kap, Ingat!”, habang kumakaway sa kanya.
“Hoy Ivan!”, mabilis na sigaw ni Migs.
“O kap?”, tanong ko naman.
“Anong o? May punishment ka pa, late ka kanina diba?”
“Ay, oo nga pala kap. Tinesting ko lang kung nakalimutan mo. haha”, palusot ko.
“Treat mo ko ng frappe sa Starbucks. 15 mins lang ang time mo, dapat nakabalik ka na. If not, additional punishment.”, sabi ni Migs.
“Huh? Ang bilis naman nun kap. Additional kahit 5 mins lang.”, request ko.
“Time starts now! 1..2..3…”, nagbilang na siya habang ngumingisi.
“Shit wait lang kap, kuha lang ako ng wallet sa locker room!”, sabay takbo sa locker room.

Sobrang nagmadali ako nun sa pagkuha ng wallet sa locker room. Luckily, may malapit na Starbucks sa campus so I rushed to it. Evenso, I doubt na makakaabot ako within 15 mins. Of course I had to fall in line and order…and fuck, I forgot to ask Migs kung anong flavor nung frappe. So tinext ko pa sya.

Me: kap anong flavor?

Fuck. Ang tagal nya bago mag reply, mga 5 mins pa yata. I thought sinadya niya lang tlaga yun para ma-punish ulit ako. Then after some time nagreply si loko.

Migs: Caramel na lang, sorry late rep. May 5 and a half mins ka na lang. >:)

So I ordered the frappe, hindi na ko nagreply sa kanya. Then I went rushing to the football field to deliver the frappe. Pero wala ng tao dun. So I searched around the area pero wala talaga siya. So nagtext ulit ako sa kanya.

Me: San ka kap? T_T

After a min, he hasn’t replied yet. So nagmadali na ako pumunta sa locker room hoping na nandun sya. And I was right, chill lang siya habang nakaupo sa gilid ng lockers. Naka earbuds siya while listening to the music. I came close to him.

“Kap! Ito na yung frappe mo.”, sabi ko habang humihingal.

Tinanggal niya yung earbuds niya and tumayo siya.

“Ang tagal mo Ivan. Late ka ng… 2 and a half mins.”, sabi ni Migs habang tinitignan yung oras.
“Sorry may punishment ka ulit.”, dagdag niya.
“Ang daya mo naman kap eh. Ang tagal mo kaya magreply. Besides, umalis ka sa football field, hindi mo naman sinabi na nandito ka na sa locker room.”, paliwanag ko.
“Ahh, nagrereklamo ka pa? Gusto mo yata pahirapan kita sa additional punishment mo?”, tanong niya.
“Joke lang kap, di ka nman mabiro eh. haha”, pabiro kong sabi.
“Ano na ba yung next punishment?”
“Itabi mo muna yung frappe malapit sa bag ko. Then tabihan mo ko dito.”, sagot niya habang inaayos yung magiging pwesto namin.

I’m quite shocked sa sinabi niya, na medyo kinikilig. haha Medyo nacurious ako sa mga susunod na mangyayari. So I set aside his frappe and I sitted close to him.

“O ano na kap?”, tanong ko sa kanya.
“Massage mo naman yung paa ko Ivan, napagod sa training eh.”, sagot ni Migs habang tinatanggal ang sapatos niya.

Shit. I was really nervous. Hindi alam ni Migs na may foot fetish ako.

“Ilang mins. ka nga na-late kanina?”, tanong niya sakin.
“Mga 5 mins kap.”, sagot ko.
“So 5 mins yung foot massage ko. Wait ita-time ko”, sabi ni Migs habang nag timer siya sa phone niya.
“Sosyal ka kap, may starbucks ka na, may foot massage ka pa.”, pabiro kong sabi.
“Sa susunod kasi, wag ka magpapa-late ulit.”, sagot niya habang natatawa.

Sumandal ako sa lockers. Ipinatong na niya yung mga paa niya sa hita ko. Dahan-dahan kong tinanggal yung socks niya. Medyo kinakabahan na ako nung mga panahon na yun, at medyo nalilibugan na rin. Shit, ang ganda ng paa ni Migs. Medyo namumula-mula pa ang mga paa niya dahil sa training. Dahan-dahan kong minasahe ang right foot niya. Habang minamasahe ko ang paa niya, napapatingin ako sa kanya. Nakatingin lang siya sakin habang ginagawa ko ito. Sobrang nalilibugan na ko that time. Unti-unti na ring tumitigas ang titi ko nun. Shit, hindi ko mapigilan talaga ang fetish ko. Nabigla na ang ako ng unti-unti kong nararamdaman yung paa niya na tumatama na sa matigas kong titi, na lalong nagpapainit sa akin.

“O Ivan, bat parang matigas si junior mo?”, sabi ni Migs habang nakangiti.

Medyo napatigil ako nun dahil hindi ko rin alam ang sasabihin.

“L-loko ka kap.”, sagot ko na halatang kinakabahan.
“Namumula ka yata Ivan. Ayos ka lang bro?”
“Huh? O-ok lang ako kap.”, tugon ko.

Biglang nanahimik ang paligid ng ilang segundo. Medyo na-awkwardan na talaga ako nun. Nang biglang..

“Bakla ka ba or bi?”, seryosong tanong niya sa akin.

Nagulat talaga ako sa sinabi niya sakin. Napatingin na lang ako kay Migs nun sa sobrang kaba. Nginitian nya lang ako nun sabay kindat sa akin.

Naramdaman ko na lang na si Migs na ang nagmamasahe sakin. Kinakapa ng paa niya ang naninigas kong titi. Napasandal na lang ako lalo sa lockers habang nilalaro ng paa niya ang titi ko. Napapapikit ako sa sarap na dinudulot nito sakin.

“Ang sarap mong tingnan Ivan.”, sabi niya habang nakangisi.

Nginitian ko lang si Migs. Unti-unti kong tinanggal ang football shorts ko. Kinuha ko ang isa pang paa ni Migs at ikiniskis sa naghuhumindig kong pagkalalaki. Jinakol na ng dalawang paa niya ang tigas na tigas kong titi.

“Ahhhhh…shittt.. kap!”, ungol ko.
“Masarap ba?”, habang patuloy na jinajakol ang titi ko.

Pabilis ng pabilis ang pagjakol ng paa niya. Nang tumagal pa ay hindi na ako nakapagpigil, kinuha ko ang isang paa niya at isinubo yun, habang nilalaro ng isang paa niya ang titi ko. Dinilaan ko ang bawat daliri ng paa niya, at ginawa ko yun sa isa pa niyang paa. Napapaungol na lang si Migs sa sarap at libog na nadarama.

“Ohhhhh….fuck….. Ivan…”, ungol niya.
“Wait lang”, dagdag niya.

Napatigil ako sa paghimod sa mga paa niya. Tumayo si Migs at kinuha ang binili kong Caramel frappe.

“Ako naman ang gaganti sayo bro.”, sabi ni Migs habang nakangiti na parang may masamang binabalak.

Itinayo ako ni Migs at sabay na hinubad ang suot kong shirt. Bigla niya akong binigyan ng 2 magkasunod na smack na ikinagulat ko, sabay ngiti. Pinahiga niya ako sa bench na nasa locker room. Tinanggal ni Migs ang takip ng frappe. Gamit ang dulo ng straw, kumuha siya ng whip cream sa frappe. Nagulat ako sa sunod na ginawa niya. Nilagyan niya ng cream ang labi, utong, abs, at ulo ng burat ko. Nagkalat din siya ng konting cream sa leeg at dibdib ko.

“Anong kalokohan to kap?”, tanong ko habang hirap sa pagsasalita dahil sa cream sa mga labi ko.
“Wag ka na magsalita dyan. Mag eenjoy ka rin nman Ivan.”, sagot niya.

Hinubad niya ang lahat ng suot niya. Libog na libog ako sa nakikita ko nun. Ang hubad na katawan ng matagal ko nang pinagpapantasyahan. Pinagmasdan ko talaga ang buong katawan niya.

“Ready ka na?”, sambit niya habang nakangiti.

Dli-dali siyang umupo sa mga hita ko. Bigla niya akong hinalikan sa mga labi. Sinipsip niya lahat ng cream sa mga labi ko, wala siyang tinira. Matagal din ang naging laplapan namin ni Migs, habang ipinagkikiskisan niya ang mga tigas na tigas na naming mga titi. Lasap na lasap ko ang sarap ng labi at dila ni Migs, na may halong tamis ng cream.

Dinilaan niya ang cream sa leeg ko, pababa sa dibdib ko. Lumipat ang paghimod niya sa mga naninigas kong mga utong. Nilaru-laro niya ang mga utong ko na sobrang nagpalibog sakin.

“Ahhhhh…shit..sige pa Migs..”, pagsamo ko.

Dinila-dilaan niya ang mga utong ko, at saka sinipsip na parang hayuk na hayok na bata. Nagpabalik-balik siya sa magkabila kong utong, habang napapaungol na lang ako. Ipinataas rin niya ang mga braso ko para dilaan ang magkabila kong kili-kili. Medyo nakikiliti ako sa paghimod niya sa kili-kili ko.

“Wala ka namang nilagay na cream jan ah.”, sabi ko habang nakikiliti.

Ngumiti lang siya sakin at pinagpatuloy ang pagubos ng cream sa aking katawan. Tumayo siya sa pagkakaupo sa akin at saka lumuhod. Dahil nakahiga ako, ang ulo na lang niya ang nakikita ko. Sinipsip niya ang lahat ng cream sa aking mga abs, papunta sa bulbol ko. Inamuy-amoy niya ito saka dinilaan. Saka niya dahan-dahang isinubo ang ulo ng titi ko at inubos ang natitirang cream. Parang sasabog ang buong katawan ko sa sobrang kalibugang nadarama ko.

“Ahhhh…tangina…chupain mo ko Migs!!!”, sigaw ko.
“Ohhh shittt… sayo lang titi ko”, dagdag ko.

Sobrang sarap na chinupa niya ang titi ko at saka dineep throat.

“Tangina ang init ng bunganga mo, sobrang sarap. Sige pa Migs!” “Ahhhhhhhhhhh…fucckkkkkck ….. malapit naaa putchaa…”, ungol ko.

Binilisan niya ang pagkantot ng bunganga niya sa burat ko hanggang..

“Ahhhhhh… PUTANGINAAA!!!”, sigaw ko sabay ang pag pulandrit ng mainit kong tamod sa muka at bibig niya. Sa sobrang dami ng tamod ko ay napapikit na lang siya habang ito’y tumulo hanggang sa leeg niya. Hingal na hingal ako pero di pa nilalabasan si Migs. Pinadapa niya ako sa bench at ipinayakap ito sakin. Alam ko na ang balak niyang gawin.

“Pwede ba kitang pasukin? Okay lang ba Ivan? please?”, pagsamo niya sakin.

Hindi ako sigurado sa binabalak niya dahil virgin pa ang puwet ko. Kinabahan ako pero pumayag na rin ako dahil sa libog at dahil sa gusto ko siyang paligayahin. Nagmakaawa ako sa kanya para lalo siyang malibugan sakin.

“Kan..tutin.. mo.. ko.. Migs.. F-fuckk me.. hard.. p-please....”
“Bubuntisin kita Ivan”, sabi niya habang tumatawa.

Dinilaan niya ang butas ng pwet ko at saka fininger ito. Isa..dalawa.. hanggang tatlong daliri na niya ang labas masok sa butas ng pwet ko.

“Shittt.. ang sakit... Dahan-dahan lang Migs..”
“Sorry Ivan. Virgin ka pa no? Sa una lang yan masakit. Masasarapan ka rin mamaya.”

Bigla niyang ipinasok ang naghuhumindig niyang titi sa butas ng pwet ko. Napasigaw na lang ako sa sakit..

“Ohhhhhhhhhh Shit!!!”, sigaw ko.

Dahan-dahang pagkantot ang ginawa niya sa akin. Puro ungol na lang ang narinig niya sa akin. Pabilis ng pabilis ang pagkantot niya. Rinig na rinig sa locker room ang paghampas ng katawan niya sa puwet ko. Sobrang sakit pero may konting sarap din. Hinigpitan ko na lang ang yakap sa bench nun. Pinapalu-palo rin niya ang pwet ko habang kinakantot ako.

“Tangina this is what you want right? Bubuntisin kita. Sarap ba?”, sabi niya habang pabilis ng pabilis ang pagkadyot niya.
“Ahhhh..wait lang.. ang sakit!”, sigaw ko.

Napatigil siya sa pagkantot sa akin. Inupo niya ako sa bench sabay halik sa mga labi ko. Nilabanan ko to at naglaplapan kaming muli.

“Game na ulit?”, tanong ni Migs.
“Okay kap! Fuck me.”, sagot ko.
Pinaupo niya ako sa sobrang tigas niyang burat, habang nakaharap ako sa kanya. Kinantot niya akong muli habang naghahalikan kami. Nagulat ako ng bigla niya akong binuhat habang kinakantot. Isinandal niya ako sa dingding habang nilaspag niya ang pwet ko.

“Fuck me! Oh shit… fuckk mee! Ahhhhh…”, ungol ko.
“Shiittttt... TANGINAAAA. Lalabasan na kooooo!!!!”, sigaw ni Migs.

Sa huling pagkantot niya ay diniin niya ito ng sagad.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!”, sabay naming sigaw.

Ramdam ko ang pagpintig ng buong pagkalalaki niya sa loob ko, pati ang paglabas nang malagkit na tamod nito. Nilabas niya ang matigas pa ring titi niya mula sa akin. Sa dami ng tamod niya ay ramdam ko ang pagtulo ng tamod sa butas ng pwet ko.

“Fuck ang sarap mo Ivan. Ulitin natin to ah.”, habang hinihingal.
“Shit kap. Ang sakit ng pwet ko.”, habang pilit na nakangiti sa kanya.
“Sorry Ivan. Pero thanks din dahil ako pala nakauna sayo.”, sabi niya sabay kindat.
“Bawi ako sayo, tara paliguan kita.”, dagdag ni Migs.

Itinayo niya ako at inalalayan sa pagpunta sa shower room. Sabay kaming naligo dun habang inaalalayan pa rin ako. Sabay kaming umuwi nun sa kanila. Nakitulog na rin ako sa unit niya kahit na malapit lang ang bahay namin. Nalaman ko rin sa kanya na bisexual din siya, at nahahalata rin daw niya na may “something” ako sa kanya.

Naulit pa ulit ng 2 beses ang ganung pangyayari. Una sa shower room when we won our 2nd game, and the other one happened in his unit naman as a graduation gift ko daw sa kanya. Incoming 4th year college na ako at siya nman ay graduate na, pero in touch pa rin kami sa isa’t-isa dahil nakikitrain pa rin siya minsan samin sa football.

Naging kami rin after a couple of months. It was really hard kasi no one knew about us. And it’s even harder for me kasi I’m still in the university, while he is already working. Our relationship is quite complicated so we decided to end it. It was a short term relationship but it was one of the happiest things that ever happen in my entire life. But I’m not closing the door for us. If we are really destined to be together, fate itself will bring us back to each other’s arms. ;)

Anyway, my story ends here. I hope you guys enjoyed it. Thanks for reading! :)

By: Mr.Benj

Magandang araw mga tol. Si benj ulit ito. Wala lang akong magawa talaga kaya gusto kong mag share ulit ng story. Pangalawa ko na to. This happened with me and my close friend here in manila.

22 years old na ako. 5'5" ang height at medyo nagkakaroon na ng magand gandang pangangatawan dahil nakakahiligan ko na ang mag gym ngayon. May experience na ako s same sex pero that happened long ago.  Itonh ikukwento ko ay bago.

After ng same sex experience ko nung 15 ako. Wala nang naulit pa dun. Itunatak ko sa sarili ko na baba talag ang gusto ko. Nagkatoon ako ng mga girl friend. Lahat un hindi rin nagtagal. Ang karaniwan naming problema, oras. Lagi raw akong walang oras para sa kanila. Hindi ko naman sila masisisi dahil aminado naman ako na kinukulang ng ako sa oras. Pero ang hindi ko matanggap ay yung break up namin ni maegan. She's been my girlfriend for more than a year now. Savi niya hindi na daw niya kayang mag tiis. Sobrang nasaktan ako kasi minahal ko talaga siya. Mahal na mahal.

Dahil jan, naglasing ako kasama ang kaibigan kong si Kim. Kim is a good guy, he was my first close friend here in manila. He also broke up with his gf a few weeks ago kaya alam ko na makaka relate siya sa akin. Just to describe Kim, gwapo siya, kahawig niya si mario maurer (tama ba spelling) hahaha. Pero walang biro, ganun nga ang appeal ng lokong ito. Maganda rin ang katawan dahil mahilig din mag gym (siya ang nag convince sa akin na mag gym). Mas bata siya ng isang taon sa akin. Maraming chicks ang patay na patay sa kanya dahil bukod na sa gwapo, magaling pang kumanta. Hearthrob nga yan nung college days niya, anyways, balik sa story.

Ayun nga. Nagkita kami ni kim sa isang bar malapit sa seaside sa MOA. Masamang masama talaga ang loob ko. Hindi ko naitago s kanya ang pagiyak ko. Nakaka isang bote pa lang ako ng alak pero parang tinamaan na ako, mukhang buwang na.
Di ko napigil ang sarili ko. Umiyak ako sa harapan ni Kim. Naglabas ng saloobin. Naglabas ng sama ng loob.

"Tol bakit ganun ang mga babae. Matapos lahat ng hirap mo, parang kulang pa rin. Parang walang saysay yung mga ginagawa mong sacrifices para sa kanila" galit na anas ko.

"Ganyan talaga pre. Pero alam mo kung anong natutunan ko nung nakipag break din ako kay leslie,.. Kapag may nawala, may ma higit na darating" pagpapalakas ng loob ni kim sa akin.

"Tol minahal ko siya ng sobra..."

"Nagkataon lang Benj na sa maling tao mo binaling ang pag ibig mo" *may binulong pa si kim pero hindi ko na naintindihan*

"Ano kamo kim?"

"Wala. Sige inom lang kako. Aalalayan n lang kita mamaya kung malasing ka man"...

At ganun nga ang nangyari. Inom dito inom don. Order ng ganito at ng ganon. Halos lumutang na ako sa sobrang kalasingan pero alam ko pa rin naman ang ginagawa ko.

"Umuwi na tayo benj. lasing na lasing ka na."

"Ayokong umuwi!" Bulyaw ko sa kanya

"Sira ulo pala to. Babae lang yan. May nagmamahal sayo ng mas totoo. Buksan mo lang mga mata mo..." Sambit naman ni kim. Hindi ko na masyadong pinansin ang iba pang mga sinasabi niya. Ang huling narinig ko, iuuwi na lang daw niya ako sa unit niya dahil medyo nahihilo na rin siya. Sumakay kamisa kotseng dala niya at umuwi na maapos nun.

SA UNIT NI KIM...

Tabi na lang tayong matulog dahil iisa lang ang kama ko" anas ni kim sabay lapag sa akin s kama niya. Napakabait talaga ng kaibigan kong ito. Maalaga. Maalalahanin. Lahat na siguro ng hahanapin ng isang lalake sa babae ay nasakanya na. Namalayan kong hinuhubad ni kim ang saplot ko sa katawan. Biniro ko pa nga siya na wag niya akong pagsasamantalahan.

Sumunod kong naramdaman, may malamig na palang bimpo na pinapahid niya sa aking katawan. Ramdam ko ang mga kamay ni kim na nag aaruga sa katawan ko. Ramdam ko ang pagmamalasakit ng kaibigan kong ito para sa akin. Muli kong naalala ang pagkikita namin ni kim tatlong linggo ang nakalipas para pag usapan ang isang masinsinang bagay...

FLASHBACK

Sa bayview ng MOA. Hapon na nun at nag aagaw na ang liwanag at dilim. Naka upo kaming dalawa ni kim sa wall shore. Dun niya sinabi sa akin ang dahilan kung bakit siya nakipag hiwalay sa GF niya. Umamin s akin si kim na habang tumatagal ang pagsasama namin, lalong lumalalim ang pagtingin niya para sa akin. Nagulat ako siyempre. Inamin ko rin sa kanya na may nakaraan akong tumikim sa same sex pero hindi ko na inulit yun at s tingin ko ay hindi na uulit. Sinabi niya sa akin na hindi lang libog ang nararamdaman niya para sa akin. Mahal na daw niya ako. Hinawakan ko ang palad ni kim. Nginitian ko siya. Pero pinaunawa ko sa kanya na hanggang s pagiging matalik na magkaibigan lang kami. Nangilif ang luha niya. Nasaktan rin ako sa sinabi ko dahil alam ko na mahirap para sa kanya. Bilib ako sa tapang ni kim upang aminin sa akin ang nararamdaman niya pero ayoko siyang paasahin... Umiyak siya sa harapan ko. Masakit ba makita ang kaibigan na nasasaktan dahil sa akin. Pero wala akong magawa... Hindi ko alam ang gagawin...

END OF FLASHBACK

Napaisip ako sa tagpung iyon. Bigla ko tuloy naanas... Sana kim naging babae ka na lang...

Hindi yun nakawala sa pandinig ni kim. Lumapit siya sa akin at tinanong ako ulit kung tama ba ang narinig niya. Kahit na lasing ako... Alam ko ang mg katagang binitawan ko sa kanya...

"Hindi ka mahirap mahalin pre. Simula nang mapadpad ako sa lugar na ito, ikaw na ang sumalo sa akin. Sana pwedeng turuan ang pusong magmahal . Kasi alam kong kung ikaw ang minahal ko, alam ko na hindi ako masasaktan. . ." Mahinang usal ko kasabay ng pagpatak ng isang luha s mata ko.

Bigla siyang lumapit sa akin at niyakap ako. "Magtitiis ako. Hihintayin ko na matutunan mo akong mahalin. Wala akong pake kung gaano katagal. Maghihintay ako benj..." Nang titigan ko siya ay nakita ko na may namumuo nanamang luha sa mga mata niya. Kaibigan ang turing ko kay kim pero hindi ko mapigil ang sarili kong masaktan ng lubos lalo na kung nakikita ko siyang nasasaktan... Lalo pa at ako ang dahilan. Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko naiintindihan ang sarili kO...

Kinaumagahan, nauna akong nagising kay kim. Masakit man ang ulo ko, sinikap kong makatayo. Nais kong sorpresahin si kim sa araw na to. Maipakita ko man lang sa kanya na sa pagkakataong ito... Ako naman ang mag aaruga sa kanya. Ako naman ang magpapahalaga sa kanya.

Dumiretso ako sa kusina. Naghanap ng mahahain para sa kaibigan kong nagpuyat para sa akin. Binuksan ko ang ref... Naghanap ng pwedeng lutuin. Nakakita ako ng mga itlog, hotdog at meatloaf. Hindi ako marunong magluto kaya ngumiti na lang ako. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, "ayos lang yan benj... Ipiprito mo lang naman. Di ka papalpak jan..."

Matapos kong magluto, nawalan ako ng gana. Subog ang hotdog... Yung meatloaf duroh durog. Pati yung itlog hindi perfect Ang pagkaka sunny side up. Bitak bitak ang pula. . . Binuhat ko ang mga niluto ko at itatapon na sana. Magpapa deliver na lang ako ng fast food, nang biglang nagulat ako dahil nasa pinto na pala ng kusina si kim. Pumupungay pungay pa ng mata. Ang gwapo ng kaibigan ko pag bagong gising. Syempre ako rin gwapo. Hahaha. Nag good morning di kim sa akin. Halos hindi ako makasagot dahil naka boxers at puting tshirt lang siya. Ang fanda na ng hubog ng katawan ng kaibigan ko. Biniro ko na lang siya bilang tugon sa good morning niya...

"Ok tayo pare ah. Pwede ka na gumiling sa mga bar oh. Nakakalibog na hahaha"

"Talaga... Nalilibugan ka na ba sa akin..?"

"Ulol. Sira ulo ka..."

"Ok ka na ba benj...?"

"Walang madaling paraan sa pag mo-move on pare. Pero na realize ko... Maraming nagmamahal sa akin. Isa ka na dun..." Sabay papogi sa kaibigan ko. Simula nung nalaman ko ang tunay na nararamdaman niya sa akin, inaamin kong umiwas ako. Pero napagtanto ko na ang tunay na kaibigan, tanggap ka magingano ka man... Tanggap ko si kim. Mahal ko siya maging sino man siya. Kakaibiganin ko siya kahit anong mangyari at ipagtatanggol kosiya kung kinakailangan...

"Mahal kita..." Sabi ni kim...

"Gutom lang yan... Magpapadeliver ako ng pizza..." Tugon ko...

"Ayoko. Gusto ko yang hinanda mo..."

"Nako kim pasensya na... Alam mo naman, dyan ako mahina sa luto luto... Nasunog ko lahat eh... Sorry" sabi ko sabay kamot sa ulo.

Ok lang naman daw sa kanya kaya hayun hinayaan ko na lang siya na kainin yung mga niluto ko.

Tuwang tuwa ako kay kim. Hindi ko alam. Biglang nagbago ang tingin ko s kanya.

Matapos kumain ay mag basta na kami. May raket pala kami ng kaibigan ko. Muntik na naming makalimutan. Nag unahan kami sa banyo niya. Ako ang nauna pero nung akmang isasara ko na ang pinto, nakipagtulakan siya. At syempre, dahil mas maganda ang form ng katawan niya ng konti sa akin, nagawa niyang makapasok. . .

"Sabay na tayo benj...?"

"Huh...? Hindi mauna ka na ok lang... Lalabas na sana ako pero sinara niya ang pinto...

Binuksan niya ang dutsa at nabasa kaming dalawa. Nagkatawanan na lang kami. Unti unti ring naubos ang mga saplot namin sa katawan hanggang sa briefs na lang ang suot namin. Tinititigan ko siya habang nagsasabon... Dun ko na appreciate ang katawan ng kaibigan ko. Maganda ang chest. Matambok ang pwet. Makinis ang balat. Napatingin din siya sa akin habang nagsasabon...

"Bat mo ko tinititigan ng ganyan... Mahal mo na rin ako no...?" Ang biro niya sa akin.

"Ulol!!" Tugon ko naman sa kanya sabay hampas ng kamay niya na punung puno ng bula ng sabon. Di ko naman sinasadya na umabot sa mata biya ang bula. Napuwing siya. Pumikit at sinabing mahapdi ang mata. Napalapit naman ako ng di oras sa kanya. Binuhusan ko ng tubig ang mukha niya para matanggal ang bula... Pagka mulat niya nang mata, napansin ko na sobrang lapit na pala namin sa isat isa. Magkadikit na ng magkadikit ang aming mga katawan. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang init ng katawan niya sa katawan ko. Rinig na rinig ko ang tibok ng puso niya mula sa kinatatayuan ko. Lalayo na sana ako nang bigla niya akong niyakap. Tuloy ang pag titig niya da mga mata ko. Una akong naglayo ng tingin sa kanya. "Tol hindi ako makahinga" anas ko. "Mahal na mahal kita benj..." Sago niya. . . Palapit ng palapiy ang labi niya sa labi ko. Gusto kong pumalag pero hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko. Para akong naakit sa mga sinabi niya s akin. Hinayaan kong halikan niya ako habang tumutulo ang tubig sa dutsa. Habang tumatagal ang halik ni kim lalong sumisidhi.

Di naglaon, lumaban na ako ng halikan sa kanya. Puro ungol na namin ang naririnig sa banyo. Nalilito ako. Gusto kong lumayo sa katawan niya but at the same time nadadarang ako. Ang alam ko lang, masarap ang nararamdaman ko. Nagespadahan kami ng dila. Nang mapagod... Dumausdos pababa sa leeg ko ang mga halik ni kim. Tila milya milyang boltahe ang tumakbo sa katawan ko. Malamig ang tubig pero pareho kaming nag iinit ng mga panahong iyon.... Umungol ako ng malakas. Umungol din siya habang dumadausdos pa pababa. Pinipigil ko siya dahil alam kong mali... "Tama na kim. Itigil na natin to..." Pero hindi siya nagpatinag sa akin. Hinila nia pababa ang natitira ko pang saplot at hinawakan ang naghuhumindig kong pagkalalaki. Pinatay niya ang shower at sinimulang isubo ang ari ko. Masarap. Nakakakiliti. Ibayong saya ang naramdaman ko. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang pangyayari. Nag eenjoy ako sa ginagawa niya sa akin. Dinilaan niya ang ulo hanggang sa katawan. Sinubukan rin niyang isubo ang titi ko pero hindi niya kinaya ang buo. Napagalibghing ako s sarap. Habang ginagawa niya sa akin yun ay napapamura ako sa tinfi ng sensasyon na noon ko lang naranasan. Nanlalambot ako pero lalo namang tumitigas ang titi ko sa bawat labas masok ng labi niya. Hindi ko napigil ang sarili ko... Tumingala ako at sinabunutan ko siya habang lalo ko pang pinagdidiinan ang tarugo ko sa bibig niya. Kinantot ko siya ng kinantot sa bunganga niya at lahat ng kabuuan ko ay pilit niyang tinanggap...

"Puta pre ang sarap. Galingan mo pa.. Ahhhhh" anas ko dahil sa libog. Tanging ingol at halinghing naman ang sagot niya sa akin. Hindi ako nakuntento, umupo ako sa inodoro at pinapatong ko siya sa akin. Binuka niya ang kanyang hita at akmang papatong. Pinigil ko siya saglit dahil may nakita akong lotion sa bath cabinet. Nilagyan ko ang kamay ko at pinagid sa nagngangalit kong tarugo. Ang natira ay ipinahid ko sa kanyang pwet. Nag umpisa na nga kami...

Itinutok niya ang ari ko sa pwerta ng titi niya. Masikip kaya nahihirapan kaming dalawa n ipasok ang ari ko sa kanya... Pinatuwad ko muna siya at pumosisypn ako sa likod niya. Tinutok ko ang aking paghuhumindig at umulos ako. Sa unang ulos ay ulo lang ng ari ko ang nakapasok. Isa pang ulos at naipasok ko ang kalahati. Narinig kosiyang napasigaw sa sakit. Ikaw ba naman kasi ang tirahin sa pwet ng mHigit anim na pulgada ang haba at medyo mataba pa... Tiniis ni kim lahat. Nang di nagtagal ay naglalabas masok na ako s loob niya. Masakit sabi niya pero di naglaon ay sumasabay na siya sa bawat indayog ng katawan ko. Ungol at halinghing naman sa aming dalawa ang pumuno sa banyo. Naupo na ako sa inodoro at pinapatong ko siya paharap sa akin. Swak na swak na ang titi ko sa butas niya. Parang hinulma ang butas niya para pulidong maipasok ko ng biong buo ang pag aari ko sa lagusan niya. Patindi ng patindi Ng paglalabas masok ko sa kanya. Napansin ko rin na idinidiin niya lalo ang pwet niya para mas maisagad ko ang titi ko. Nahuhumaling ako sa ibang klaseng kiliting nararamdaman ko hanggang sa pavilis na ng pabilis ang pagtaas baba niya. Isinabay ko naman iyon sa pagjajakol sa titi niya. Napapasigaw na siya sa sarap. Maging ako ay magkahalong kiliti at panggigigil na ang nadarama ng mga oras na yun. Hindi pa nagtagal ay maririnig mo na sa banyo ang tunog ng dalawang katawang nagbabalyahan dahil sa tindi ng pagnanasa. Sinagad ko ang pagkantot sa kanya at sinagad din niya ang pag upo sa tarugo ko. Konting halinghing pa at naramdaman namin parehong titikwas na ang mga katas namin dahil sa masidhing sarap. Napasigaw kami ng sabay at bigla kong naisigaw... "Kim, akin ka lang. Ang sarap mo. Mahal na kita...!"

Lalong tumindi ang pagtataas baba ni kim. Bumilis ng bumilis at biglang pumulandit ang masagana niyang katas. Di naman nagtagal sumunod din ang pagsabog ko sa loob ng pwerta ng kanyang pwet. Hongal na hingal kami pagkatapos at nagespadahan ulit ng dila.

Pagkatapos nun ay ipinagpatuloy namin ang naudlot na pagligo. Ngayon ay magkayakap kaming naka abang sa dutsa ng tubig. Hinayaan naming muli na mabasa ang aming mga nag aalab na katawan dahil sa libog... At sa tingin ko nga... Mahal ko na siya... Mahal ko na si kim.... End

By: Lance

My name is lance 34 years of age a government employee. Almost a month na akong nagbabasa ng mga stories dito in fact hindi ko na namalayan na gabi-gabi pagkauwi ko ng bahay ito na ang nakasanayan ko bago ako matulog. Anyways at my age now marami na rin akong naging experiences as sex. Hindi ako katulad ng mga karamihan na nagsusulat dito na gwapo at may height ako simpleng tao lang until now i've never eperience to have relationship with girls dahil aminado naman ako na i am gay (homosexual) ika nga hehehe. Pero hindi ako halata kasi kung susuriin lalaki ang aking tindig maliban sa puso na mayroon ako hehehe (pusong babae).

Too much of introducing myself... sa sinabi ko na marami na rin akong karanasan pero ang hindi ko malilimutan sa lahat ay nung makilala ko ang isang lalaking mahilig sa basketbol. Mahilig talaga akong gumala lalo na pagsaturday at sunday kasi ito lang ang mga araw na puwedeng magpahinga ang mga taong nagtatrabaho sa gobyerno. Isang araw ng sabado sinama ako ng aking kaibiganh at katrabaho din sa isang lugar dito sa amin malapit sa dagat. Sabi niya sa akin maliligo daw kami kasi inanyayahan siya ng kanyang kaibigan sa lugar na pupuntahan namin para magjamming.
Pagdating namin doon sa lugar merong mga kalalakihang naglalaro ng basketbol. Dahil sa hindi ako mahilig uminom naglalaro nalang ako sa cp ko habang nanonood ng basketball. Mayamaya may isang taong nakakuha ng atensiyon ng aking mga mata isang lalaking maputi hindi masyadong katangkaran pero his hansome.... may matangos na ilong,. moreno sa tingin ko mga 19 years of age..... natulala talaga ako sa kanyang tindig kaya ng hindi ako makatiis nilapitan ko ang aking kaibigan at sinabi kong kilala niya si mr. handsome.... hehehehe

Tinanong ko ang aking kaibigan ang sabi niya LARC daw ang palayaw nung guy sabi ko sa kanya kung puedeng mahingi ang mumber niya... sabi ng friend bakit ang number pa hindi nalang ang personal... nung sinabi iyon ng aking kaibigan may konting tuwa akong nararamdaman hehehe parang na crius ako.... sabi ng friend ko siya ang bahala....
habang patuloy silang naglalaro hindi ko maiwasan ang mapatingin sa medyo maumbok niyang harapan minsan cheguro dahil titig na titig ako minsan nahuli niya ako na nakatitig sa bandang iyon... medyo nakaramdam ako ng hiya at naisip ko na lang na doon nalang magconcentrate sa nilalaro kong game sa cp ko. Malapit ng matpaos ang laro ng hubarin niya ang kanyang t-shirt at dyis ko napalunok ako dahil ang ganda ng katawan ni LARC sarap papakin hehehe pero grabeh dahil nakaupo ako malapit sa tindhan ng aking kaibigan lumapit siya sa akin dahil bumili siya ng tubig.... napatulala ako dahil sa naamoy ko ang bango ng kanyang pawis mabango talaga hindi amoy araw ngunit amoy pagkain na sarap papakin hanggang sa mananghalian kami at nawala na yun sa isip ko.

Dahil plano namin na magnightswimming doon na kami magpapaumaga malapit sa dagat at dahil dito nag-iinuman naman ang kaibigan ko at ang kanyang mga barkada ngayon nadagdagan na sila kasama na ng kaibigan ng kaibigan ko ang kanyang mga kapitbahay na puro din kalalakihan pero walang nakapagtawag ng aking pansin... muli kong naalala si LARC... habang nakatotok ako sa paglalaro sa cp ko ng candy crash hindi ko namalayan na may lalaking nakatayo sa aking likuran at paglingon ko laking gulat ko na si LARC ang nasa likod para akong nawalan ng malay hehehe nang nakita ko siya nagtanong siya sa akin tungkol sa nilalaro ko hanggang sa mga tanong na hindi ko lubos maisip na maging dahilan para makasama ko siya buong gabi.

Niyaya niya akong samahan siya sa may tindhan at sabi niya gusto niyang kumain ng pansin.... dahil gutom din ako wala na akong nagawa hanggang sa nakikain na rin dahik nakadama na ako ng gutom.
Pagkatapos nanming kumain pumunta kami sa gilid ng dagat at doon napag-usapan namin ang ilang mga bagay tungkol sa buhay... At sa pag-uusapa na yaon doon ko nalkaman na si archer pala ang dahilan kung bakit lumapit siya sa akin kanina.....

Tinanong niya ako kung umiinon ako ng serbesa sabi ko oo pero kaunti lang... Parang naintindihan ko na ang ibig niyang sabihin gusto rin niyang uminom pumunta ako sa tindahan at bumili ng serbesa tig-iisa kami. Habang nagpatuloy kami sa pag-uusap napansin niya ang model ng cp ko hanggang sa sinabi niya puede mahawakan at mayroon lang siyang tititngnan. Noong una nakatuon lang siya sa mga specs nito hanggang sa napunta siya sa mga videos at nakita niya ang mga porn na nakasaved dun.... sabi niya "mahilig ka pala nit?" sabi ko "minsan lang... nagscroll siya hanggang nanonood na siya at doon ako nagsimulang magtaka dahil tinanong niya akong na try ko na ba ang ginagawa ng babae sa lalaki sa video... nagmaang maangan ako syempre nahihiya hehehehe sabi ko wala pa kahit halata naman nasa mukha niya ang pag-aalinlangan sa naging sagot ko.... patuloy siya sa panonood... ako naman nakikinood lang pero may napansin na akong kakaiba sa akinbg katawan nagsimula na akong makaramdam ng libog dahil naramdaman ko nang unti-unting tumitigas ang akin nagkunwari akong muntik ng mapahig at nahawakan ko ang bandang harapan niya... diyos ko ang lki at ang tigas.... nagsorry ako sa kanya dahil sabi ko hindi ko sinadya hehehe pero masaya ako sa nangyari...... Patuloy lang siya sa panonood habang ako ay pasilip silip lang hanggang kinausap niya ako na pumunta sa doon malapit sa kahoy na may bangka na inilagay doon. wala akong lakas na humindi .... Naupo kami sa gilid ng bangka at nakita ko na inilagay niya ang kanyang kamay nsa ilalim ng kanyang underwear at parang kiinambyo niya iyon.... inakbayan ko siya at binulungan gusto mo ako ang sasalsal niyan sabay tawa... pero sabi niya okey lang ba sa akin sabi ko sa kanya okey lang.... hanggang sa kinuha niya ang aking kamay at idinampi sa titi niyang grabeh ang tigas ang init.... hindi pa siya nakontento pinakiusapan ko siyang isubo ang iyon hindi na ako nag-inarte at tumanggi sinunod ko lahat na ginusto na.... dinilaan kang ulo ng kanyang itis wala akong ibang narinig kundi ungol at ahhhh....

Sinubukan kong e deep throat pero grabe sarap na sarap siya sa ginagawa ko sa kanya hanggang sa binilisan ko na at dinsbi niya malapit na ako lance grabeh sarap talaga bilisan mo malapit na ako ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ayan na naramdaman ko na tumigas na ang kanyang mga binti tanda ng parlabas ng kanyang lakas hanggang sa lumabas na lahat at idiniin niya ang ulo ko lahat ng lumabas ay nalunok ko wala man ako sinyang kasi medyo maalat at maltamis naman....... pagkatapos nalupaypay siya ta muli na kaming nag-usap at bumalik na may tindhan at kumain ng chichiria..... yan ang hindi ko makalimutang karanasan ng isang lalaking isang araw ko lang nakilala at may nangyari nang maganda sa amin nat un ang simula ng aming pagkakaibigan..... nasundan pa iyon ng maraming beses pero sa kasalukuyan ay wala pero may komunikasyon pa rin kami sa te pero madlang na kasi meron na siyang asawa.....

pacensiya na po kayo kasi hindi ako marunong magsulat nagtry lang akong eshare ang aking edi malimutang karanasan na hanggang ngayon naaalala ko pa parati,,,, maraming salamat sa lahat at sa pag intindi niyo sa paraan ng aking pagsusulat.

FIN

By: FictionsOfAJ 

Biglang pumatak ang malalaking butil ng tubig mula sa langit. Unti-unting nabasa ang nitsong nasa harap ko bilang epekto ng ulan. Shit! Wala pa naman akong payong. Agad akong tumakbo papunta sa may silungan ng sementeryo para maghintay doon. May ibang tao rin ang mga sumilong doon, mga taong dumadalaw din sa mga namayapa nilang mahal sa buhay. Inis kong pinagpag ang nabasang polo ko, may interview pa naman sana ako.  Sayang din yung trabaho no. Habang nagpapagpag ako ng damit, nahagilap ng  paningin ko ang hugis ng isang tao. Lumingon ako sa  kanan at hindi nga ako nagkamali. Tao nga iyon,  nakatayo malayo sa amin at nagpapabasa sa ulan. Naisip  ko na ang drama naman nun para magpaulan pa, straight  na straight kasi ang tindig niya na parang binabalewala  lang ang masamang panahon sa paligid niya. Hindi ko na sana papansinin ang taong iyon pero bigla  na lang itong napaluhod. Nagkaroon naman ako ng interes, may nagshoshooting  kaya? Haha, imposible yon. Wala naman akong  nakikitang crew sa paligid. Sobrang madamdamin ang  ginagawa niya. Lumuhod pa, hanep. Ako lang ata sa pinakagilid ng silong ang nakakapansin  dun sa lalaki. Nasabi kong lalaki kasi medyo tanaw kong  maiksi ang buhok at medyo maganda ang katawan.  Lalaking-lalaki. Palingon-lingon lang ako sa susunod niyang gagawin.  Baka may mas madrama pa dyan, haha. Gugulong-  gulong kaya siya na parang baliw? XD Haha. 'Wag mong pagtawanan ang tao, ang sama mo.' singit ng  konsensya ko. Ayoko na nga. Babalewalain ko na lang  ang taong yon. Pero lingon pa rin ako ng lingon. At nagulat ako nung  makita kong napadapa yung lalaki sa lupa. Hindi yung  dapang umiiyak, yung para bang nahimatay yung tao.  Hindi kasi maayos ang pagkakadapa niya. Nag-alala  naman ako. Baka may sakit yung tao tapos nagpaulan pa  siya. Hindi na'ko nag-isip pa. Agad akong sumulong sa ulan at  tumakbo papunta dun sa lalaki. Alam kong nagsilingunan  yung mga kasama ko sa silong nung bigla na lang akong  sumuong sa ulan, marahil ay iniisip nila na may topak ako  para gawin yun. Pero wala akong pakialam, nag-aalala ako para dun sa tao.  Mga ilang segundo lang ay nakarating ako sa kanya. "Ayos ka lang?!"
hinihingal kong tanong. Hindi niya ako  sinagot. Basang-basa na siya at bumabakat na sa malaki  niyang katawan ang fitted niyang t-shirt. Nakita kong  umiiyak din siya pero hinihingal siya at parang  humahagilap ng hangin. Shit! Baka kung ano na ang nangyayari. "Hoy! Tumayo ka na dyan!" sigaw ko sa kanya. Basa na  rin ako, bwisit yan! Paano na yan!? Sinilip ko kung sino ang dinadalaw niya at nakita ko ang  bagong sementong libingan. Kaya naman pala eh,  kamamatay lang siguro na minamahal niya sa buhay. Lalaki  ang may-ari ng libingan, Efren ang first name. Tapos  mga edad 24 lang nung namatay. Bumalik ang atensyon ko sa lalaki nung napansin kong  nanginginig na siya sa lamig. "F*ck!" pagmumura ko ng wala sa oras. Lumuhod ako sa  kanya para ipahiga siya at tumingin sa akin. Nung makita niya ako ay parang nagulat siya. Parang  pamilyar ang mukha ko. "Halika na! Magkakasakit ka pa eh!" Nakatingin pa rin  siya sa akin. Pero may itinuro siya sa kanan ko. Nasa gilid  ng daanan ang isang kotse. Siguro sa kanya yon, kaya di  na ako nagpadalus-dalos pa na itayo siya at dalhin dun. Grabe ang init ng katawan niya. Sabi na nga ba may sakit  to eh. Nakarating kami sa may kotse niya at nilagay ko siya sa  tabi ng driver's seat. At ako ang nasa driver's seat.  Mabuti na lang at bukas ang pinto ng kotse. Nung nasa loob ay hingal akong napasandal sa upuan  ko. Nakakapagod yun ah! Nakita kong nasa susian pa yung susi ng sasakyan. Wala  sa sarili ang taong ito. Kung nag-auto lock tong sasakyan  niya eh ano nang mangyayari? Edi mamamatay siya sa  lamig? Tsk. Nilingon ko siya at hindi pa rin natatapos ang paghikbi  niya. Lalaking-lalaki ang hitsura pero grabe kung  makaiyak. Parang walang bukas. Sabagay, mamatayan ka nga naman ng minamahal.  Umiyak rin ako ng umiyak nung namatay ang nanay ko na  siyang dinalaw ko ngayong araw. Naiintindihan ko rin ang  lalaking to, siguro kapatid niya kasi 24 years old lang  naman yung iniiyakan niya eh. Mukhang nakakatandang  kapatid niya kasi mukha bente anyos lang ito. Tinignan ko lang siya. At unti-unting humupa ang mga  luha niya. Nilingon niya rin ako. Mabilis pa rin ang  paghinga niya habang nakatingin sa akin. Parang may kumirot sa dibdib ko habang tumitingin sa  vulnerable side ng lalaking to. Nakakaewan ang  pakiramdam na ito kaya umiwas ako ng tingin. Inilibot ko  na lang ang tingin sa kotse. Tapos nakita ko yung picture  sa may pagitan namin. Hindi ko maintindihan ang nasa  picture kasi akala ko ako yung nandun kaya kinuha ko ito  at tinignang mabuti. Ah hindi, kamukha ko lang. Hanep  oh, parang kambal kami. Ngayon ko lang naintindihan ang nasa picture, naka  akbay ang kamukha ko sa lalaking nasa loob ng kotse  ngayon. Kaya pala nagulat siya nung nakita ako. Akalain  mo nga naman, kamukha ko pa yung kapatid niya. Nagulat ako ng tinabig nung lalaki yung kamay ko dahilan  para mabitawan ko ang picture. Pero hindi yun ang pakay  niya kasi hinawakan niya ang wrist ko at hinila ako. Mas nakakagulat ang sumunod niyang ginawa. Tangina, hinalikan niya ko. Malakas ang kapit niya kaya hindi ako makalayo.  Binitawan niya ang kamay ko at hinawakan ang mga  pisngi ko. Hindi ko mapigilang ibuka ang bibig ko kaya nakapasok  siya. F*ck! Torrid kissing. Isang bagay ang nangyari na hindi ko inaasahang gagawin  ko. I kissed him back. Ang sarap kasi niyang humalik. Shiiiit, sarap..... Kumalas siya bigla sa halikan namin at parehas kaming  hingal. Magkalapit pa rin ang mga mukha namin at  nangungusap ang mga mata niya. Tila nagmamakaawa at  nakikiusap. Tumingin lang ako pabalik sa kanya,  naguguluhan. Tinatanong ko ang sarili ko kung bakit ko  ginagawa ang mga bagay na ito. Hindi ako to, pero gusto ko ang ginawa namin. At oo  tangina, gusto ko gawin ulit. Sino ba to? Shit, di ko pa to kilala. Di ko namalayan, dinadrive ko na ang kotse niya papunta  sa condo niya. Nakarating kami sa parking lot ng building niya at itinigil  ko ang kotse pagkapark ko. Marunong akong magdrive,  nagkaroon na ako ng trabaho bilang driver. Lumingon ako sa kanya pero binuksan na niya yung  pinto ng kotse at lumabas. Pinatay ko na ang makina at  kinuha ang susi. Tsaka ako lumabas at inilock ang lahat  ng pinto. Shit, teka, ba't ako nandito? Pero nawala ang pagaalinlangan ko nung biglang  sumulpot yung lalaki sa tabi ko. Walang anu-ano ay  isinandal niya ako sa kotse niya at hinalikan uli. Ayan na naman yung feeling ng labi niya. Ibang-iba sa  mga naging girlfriend ko. Malambot, matamis, masarap... Naweweirduhan ako sa nararamdaman ko. Pero  nasasarapan ako. Parang nakadrugs ako na parang ewan.  Mas nilaliman ko pa ang halik at nilalasahan ang labi niya. Shit, sarap talaga. Ako ngayon ang humiwalay kasi may narinig akong mga  hakbang ng paa. Kahit na nasasarapan ako ay nasa  matino pa rin akong pag-iisip dahil alam kong mali pa rin  itong ginagawa namin. Nakita naming dalawa na may isang  matandang lalaking naglakad papalapit sa kotseng nasa  tabi namin. Tinignan niya kaming dalawa at napakunot  ang noo nito. Magkalayo na kami nung lalaki kaya wala na  siyang dapat ipagtaka. Nung maalala kong basa pala  kaming dalawa. Mukha siguro kaming ewan. Tinignan ko ang lalaki para tanungin kung ano ang  susunod namin gagawin. Naglakad siya kaya sumunod  ako. Ambilis ng tibok ng puso ko, rinig na rinig sa tenga ko.  Kinakabahan ata ako. Shit, bago lang sa'kin to. Pumasok kami sa isang elevator at namangha na ko agad.  Alam kong pangmayaman lang ang mga to ah. Grabe, kung babae lang tong lalaking to. Sasabihin  kong nakajackpot na ako. Lumabas kami sa fourth floor. At kumanan siya. Yung  pangalawang pinto sa kanan ang binuksan niya gamit ang  card sa bulsa niya. Pumasok siya at inanyayahan ako. Tumingin ako sa kanya bago ako pumasok. Naguguluhan pa rin ang isip ko kung bakit, bakit, bakit ko  ginagawa to. Mali to di'ba? Maling-mali. Gaya kanina, binura na naman ng halik ng lalaking to ang  mga pag-aalinlangan sa isip ko. Napalitan ng pakiramdam na parang lumulutang ako sa  ere. Ako ang nagpalalim sa halikan namin. Gutom kong  tinanggap ang masasarap niyang halik. Tangina, tangina, tangina. Para akong naha-high. Para  akong tumitira ng drugs sa ginagawa naming halikan. Alam kong kasalanan tong ginagawa namin pero putang-  inang kasalanan yan kung ganito pala kasarap.  Naglalakad ako patalikod habang patuloy kami sa  pagtitikiman ng mga labi. Bigla akong napatid at nahulog  sa sahig. Sumunod naman siya pero mabuti na lang at  nasuportahan niya ang sarili niya gamit ang kamay niya.  Nagwawala ang baga ko sa hingal. Nagulat ako sa biglang pagdampi ng kamay nung lalaki sa  ari ko. Shit, wala sa usapan yan. Nanlaki ang mata ko sa pag-aalinlangan sa gagawin namin.  Parang nagising ako sa isang panaginip at biglang  natauhan. Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya palayo roon kaya't  nagtaka siya. "Uhh, uuwi na'ko." "Wag muna." nagulat ako kasi ang lalim ng boses niya.  Ngayon lang siya nagsalita mula kanina pa. Nung itinuturo niya ang lugar niya ay gumagamit lang siya  ng hand signals. Tinitigan niya lang ako sa mata at biglang ibinalik ang mga  kamay niya sa hugis ng ari ko. Pipigilan ko sana siya nung  bigla niya akong halikan. Yung halik niya ang nagpapatahimik sa akin eh. Iba yung  epekto ng halik niya sa ibang halik na naranasan ko.  Pinagpapawisan na ako at napapalitan ng pawis ang mga  basa ng ulan sa katawan ko. Naramdaman ko na lang na hawak-hawak na niya ang ari  ko sa kamay niya. Tangina, ba't di ko naramdaman yun?! Langong-lango  ako sa halikan namin kaya hindi ko naramdaman na  natanggal niya ang pantalon at brief kong sagabal sa  pakay niya. "Teka," angal ko, pero bigla niyang itinaas baba ang  kamay niya kaya napaungol ako, "Ugggggh....shit." Sensitive ang ari ko, kaya kahit handjob ay napapaungol  ako. Tangna, ang init ng kamay niya. Ang higpit ng  hawak niya rito. Shiiiiit, ang saraaaaap..... Hingal akong tumitig sa mga mata niya, nakangiti na siya  ngayon dahil hawak na niya ngayon ang alas, ang ari ko.  Kumapit ako sa mga braso niya habang impit na ungol  ang pinapakawalan ko dahil sa pagtaas baba ng kamay  niya. "Shit...." "Masarap ba?" kahit na narinig ko na ang boses niya  kanina, napatingin pa rin ako sa kanya dahil sa sobrang  lalim ng boses nito. Lalaking-lalaki. Isang taas-baba sa ari ko ang ginawa niya kaya napatango  ako habang hingal na naglabas ng hangin. Binitawan niya  ang ari ko at tumungo naman sa polo kong nakadikit na sa  pawisan kong katawan. Inisa-isa niya ang pagtanggal sa mga ito habang nakahiga  lang ako doon, naghinhintay sa mga susunod na  mangyayari. Nakapatay pa rin ang ilaw sa condo niya at  may lampshade na malaki sa gilid na syang nagbibigay ng  tanging liwanag sa lugar. Pagkatanggal niya ng lahat ng mga butones ng polo ko ay  hinalikan niya ulit ako. Nandito na naman ang magaang  pakiramdam sa loob-loob ko kaya agad akong lumaban sa  halikan. "Ugh!" napaungol ako kasi kinurot niya yung nipples ko,  yung utong ko. Pinagpatuloy niya ang paghalik sa akin  habang dalawang utong ko ang pinipisil niya. Hindi ako  mapakali. Ugh, shit! Nakakakuryente. Parang dumadaloy sa buong katawan  ko. Siya na lang ang humahalik sa akin dahil patuloy lang  ako sa pag-ungol. "Ugggghmmmm, ugghghghmmm!" Bumibilis ang paghinga ko. Itinigil niya ang paghalik sa akin at umangat, inupuan ang  tyan ko. Pero hindi niya pa rin binibitawan ang mga utong  ko. Isang malakas na pagkurot dito ang nagbigay ng  kakaibang sensasyon sa katawan ko. "Aaaaaaaaaaah......!" Nakangiti lang yung lalaki habang nababaliw ako sa sarap.  Bakit ngayon ko lang naramdaman yun?! Shit, para  akong kinukuryente, pero masarap siya. Tangina,  sobrang sarap. Nakakaadik. Ang sarap pala ganunin ng utong. Bigla niya akong itinayo mula sa pagkakahiga at  hinalikan. Napansin kong kahit na mas malaki ang katawan niya ay  mas matangkad pa rin ako. Parang mas matanda pa ako  dahil sa baby face pa siya. Tuluyan na niyang binaba ang pantalo ko gamit ang  kamay at paa niya habang hindi bumbitaw sa halikan  namin. Hindi ako makapalag kahit na nahihiya akong  makitang nakahubad. Sinunod niya yung brief ko pero  sa paa ko lang natigil ang brief ko nung bigla niya akong  paupuin sa malambot niyang sofa. Akala ko papagawa niya sa'kin ang kinatatakot ko pero  nagulat ako nung lumuhod siya sa harap ko at hinawakan  ang ari ko. Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya habang nakatingin siya sa  akin. Tangina, nakakalibog ang mga mata niya. Inilabas niya ang dila niya at hinagod ito sa ulo ng ari ko.  Napasinghap ako ng hangin dahil dun. Pumipintig na ang  ari ko dahil sa kasabikan. Sunod niyang dinilaan ang katawan ng ari ko.  Naramdaman ko ang init nito, shet! Ang saraaaap. Isang  ungol ang pinakawalan ng bibig ko. Ngumiti lang siya sakin at pinagpatuloy ang pagdila sa ari  ko. Aaminin kong may malaki akong ari. Dalawang kamay ang  pwedeng humawak rito pero nakalabas pa rin ang ulo nito.  Maugat ito at singtigas ng bakal kapag nagalit. Sensitibo  kaya't sarap na sarap na ako sa kahit konting  pagpapaligaya sa akin. Tapos isinubo niya ang ulo. Inikot ikot ang dila sa paligid  nito. Umayos ako ng upo habang nakapikit. Intense sa  sarap ang ginagawa niya. Shit talaga. "Aaaaah..." nang isubo niya ng tuluyan ang ari ko ay  hindi ko na napigilang ilagay ang kamay ko sa ulo niya at  ipasok ng tuluyan ang alaga ko. Shit, shit, shit....! "Aaaaaaah, shit." ungol ko. At unti-unti kong inilabas ang  ari ko sa bibig niya. Nakangiti siyang tumingin sa akin at isinubo ulit ng buo  ito. Ramdam ko ang pagpasok ng ari ko sa lalamunan niya  kaya't malakas na ungol ang inilabas ko. Feeling ko eto na ata ang pinakamsarap na blowjob na  naexperience ko. Malalakas na ungol ginagawa ko dahil binilisan niya ang  pagtaas-baba ng bibig niya sa ari ko. Sumasabay na rin  sa ritmo niya ang balakang ko. Nakakalibog tignan na basang-basa ng laway ang ari ko.  Sobrang basa na kapag iniluwa niya ay nakikita kong  umaaagos ang laway niya pababa. Tangina, nakakalibog  tignan. Nagpatuloy siya sa pagsubo at agad akong napapikit  dahil sa sarap ng sensasyon. Parang may nakakalangong  enerhiya ang dumadaloy sa katawan ko, dinadala ako sa  nakakabaliw sa sarap na pakiramdam. Unti-unting nanigas ang mga hita ko sa papalapit na  pagsirit ng katas ko. "Ah! Ayan na, ayan na..." handa na sana akong  magpalabas nung biglang bagalan niya ang ritmo para  hindi muna maituloy ang pagsabog ng katas ko. "Mamaya na, dahan-dahan lang." sabi niya sabay hubad  ng damit niya sa harap ko. Inuna niya ang t-shirt na suot  niya. Hanep sa katawan, isip ko. Six pack abs tapos malalaking  muscles sa braso. Binaba niya rin ang suot niyang  pantalon at nakita ko rin ang malaking umbok sa boxers  niya. Malaki rin ata ang ari niya. Tama nga ang hinala ko nung hubarin niya rin ang boxers  niya. Tigas na tigas na rin ito at lumalaylay na. Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya at sa susunod niyang  gagawin. Lumuhod uli siya at hinawakan ang ari ko. "Tirahin mo ko." kaswal niyang tanong. Nakatingin lang  siya sa akin at ako sa kanya. Hindi ko alam pero tumango ako. Dinuraan niya ang ari ko dahilan para mas maging  madulas ito. Tumayo siya at biglang umupo sa tiyan ko.  Dinuraan niya rin ang kamay, dalawang beses, bago niya  ilagay sa butas niya. Libog akong nakatingin sa butas niya at sa ulo ng ari ko. "Ughhh...." unang pasok pa lang ng ulo ko, heaven na.  Masikip, mainit. Tangina, masarap siya. Hinawakan ko  ang balakang niya kasi mukhang nahihirapan siya. Kita  naman na namimilipit ang mukha niya. "Uggggh!" ungol niya nung pasok na pasok na ang ari ko  sa butas niya. Kahit ako di mapakali sa sarap. Nasa loob  na ng pwerta niya ang ari ko, shit. Tumigil muna kami. Kagat-labi siyang tumingin sa akin at  bigla akong hinalikan. Naghalikan kaming dalawa habang  nakakonekta ang aming katawan sa ibaba. Naramdaman kong inangat niya ang sarili niya dahilan  para mailabas ang kalahati ng ari ko sabay baba ulit. Hindi  ko mapigilang umungol sa halikan namin. Inulit niya at  umungol na naman ako. Hanggang sa bumitaw siya sa  halik at pinagpatuloy ang pagtaas baba. Ang lakas ng  ungol ko ay mukhang aabot sa labas. Shit, ang sarap.  Ang sarap-sarap. Unang tikim ko to, nakakabaliw. Awtomatikong bumayo ako pabalik sa kanya. At  nagkaroon kami ng ritmo. Mas masarap to, mas masarap  sa pagsuso sa ari ko. Mas masarap kantutin ang masikip  niyang butas. Ugh, ugh, ugh. "Shit...." ungol ko. Hindi lang ako ang nag-eenjoy. Parehas kami. Sabay pa  kami kapag bumababa ang butas niya para lamunin ng  buo ang ari ko. Para kaming nagduduet, habang  nagkakantutan nga lang. Nagulat ako nung may tumulo sa mukha ko, akala ko ay  pawis lang yon pero alam kong hindi. Tinignan ko siya at  umiiyak siya. "Teka, masak-" tatanungin ko sana siya pero hinalikan  niya ulit ako. Sinunggaban ko rin siya pabalik at  nakalimutan ko na kung bakit ako nagsalita. Unti-unting naramdaman ko ang pagipon ng tamod ko. "Shit, sasabog na. Aaah, aaaah, aaaah." Mas binilisan naming dalawa. Malapit na ko, Ahhh. Ahh.Ah.... "Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh....." tumigil ako sa pag-ayuda dahil  pinasabog ko sa loob ng butas niya ang katas ko. Pero  nagpatuloy siya sa pagtaas baba kaya para akong  mababaliw sa sarap. Hingal akong napapikit nung matapos ang pagbulwak ng  tamod ko. "Shit..." Tumingin ako sa kanya. Nakapikit rin siya tulad ko.  Umangat siya at lumabas ang matigas ko pang ari. Pero  alam kong pagod na ko at hindi na kakayanin ang isa  pang round. Sobrang intense ng pagtatalik namin para  magkaroon pa ko ng lakas para sa susunod. Nagbihis ako habang nakaupo pa rin siya sa sofa. "Dito ka na matulog." sabi niya na halata pa ring hingal.  Kahit ako ay naghahagilap pa rin ng hangin. "Wag na." "I insist." Tumingin ako sa kanya. "Please." pagmamakaawa niya. -------------------------------- Nagising ako kinabukasan habang nasa tabi ko ang  lalaking to. Napangiti ako ng malungkot habang tinitignan  siyang natutulog. Maamo ang mukha niya na parang  anghel. Pero hindi nawawala ang pagkalalaki niya.  Tumayo ako ng hindi naiintindihan ang nararamdaman  ko. Hindi pwede to, hinding-hindi. Pero naisip ko ang isang bagay kung bakit tinrato niya ko  ng ganun kagabi. Wala namang espesyal sa akin, wala  namang kakaiba. Pero pinalasap niya sakin ang ganung  experience. Naisip ko ang dahilan, at nasaktan ako. Pagkabihis ko, tumingin ako sa natutulog niyang mukha  mula sa pintuan. Ngumiti ako, "Hindi ako si Efren." At umalis na ako mula roon. Sana hindi ko na siya makita pa. Pagka't ayokong tignan  niya ako bilang ibang tao. Gusto ko bilang ako. Bilang  ako lang. Pag-iisipan ko kung may sequel.

-WAKAS-

By: Rico

Itago nio nalang ako sa name na Rico (di tunay na pangalan) nais ko lang ikwento ang karanasan ko sa sex sa isang bakla. Kasalukuyan akong empleyado ngaun ng isang kumpanya dito sa pinas, 5'7 ang taas medyo kayumanggi di naman kagwapuhan, pero di ko alam kung bakit ako lapitin ng mga bakla

Nangyari ang kwento ko ng minsan kasama ko ang pinsan ko na kumain ng burger sa isang burger machine sa bauan. Dito ko nakilala si thom isang b.i at profesor ng isang kilalang university for medical courses sa aming lugar, cute at matangkad. Gwapo ang pinsan ko (paul 5,6 ang taas) kaya siya ang unang napansin ni thom.

Thom: magkapatid ba kau ( tanung ni thom sa amin) ah kasabay pala namin siyang bumibili ng burger

Si pinsan: ah hindi. Mag pinsan lang kame
Thom: a i see. Magkahawig kasi kau eh...
Ako: ah oo marami ngang nagsasabi
Thom: nah aaral pa kau
Ako: hindi na graduate na kame
Thom: san ka nag graduate
Ako: sa ------------ university sagot ko
Thom: a katapat lang pala ng university namin
Ako: a ok sagot ko lang.. Naiilang na kasi ako that time
Thom: baka pwede ko kaung mging friend

Dahil friendly naman kame ni couz nakipagkaibigan kame..

Libangan pala namin ng pinsan ko ang mag inuman. Dun kame sa terrace ng bahay ng lola ko laging nag iinuman... Naglalatag kame ng foam tapos inuman dun narin matutulog.. Lahat ng bisyo babae, alak pero di kame ng yoyosi at drugs... Basta inum babae ung lang..

One time mga year 2011 medyo boring kaya ng text ako kay couz
Ako: couz saan ka? Shot tau
Couz: dito sa kwarto.. Tara shot nalang tau

Bumili kame ng inumin dating gawi.. Mga kalagitnaan ng inuman paubos na iniinom namin. Bitin kaya lang wala ng pera. Kaya naisipan namin na itext si Thom. Oo nga pala nag palitan kame ng numbr sa burger machine:

Text ako
Me: hi. Musta saan ka?
Thom: dito sa bayan nag shoshot
Me: kame rin shot. Kaya lang patapos na... Biniro ko.. " painom ka naman oh.. Wala na kame mainom ni pinsan.. Dalawa pa naman kame ngaun"

Bilis mag reply
Thom: ok punta ako jan.. Anu ba iniinom nio
Me: RH
Thom: ok dala ako jan 1 case

Dumating si Thom
Inuman hanggang 2 ng hating gabi..

Napansin ko na iba na tingin ni thom sa akin si pinsan kasi pumasok na sa kwarto..
Tinanong ko siya kung kaya noa pang umuwi at mag drive may dala kasi cyang motor..
Sabi " oo kaya ko pa''
Sabi ko naman. " hatid na kita baka mapano ka pa konsensya ko pa"
Aun nga at hinatid ko.. Dito ko na mararanasan ung malupit na sex namin

Habang nag dridrive ako humawak siya sya sa bewang ko, nung una di ko pinansin pero habang tumatagal ung kamay nia papunta na sa etits ko... Sabay bulong na " pwede ko bang matikman ito"
Patau malisya lang ako di ako kumibo dala narin siguro ng kalasingan... Binuksan nia button ng short ko.. Nailang ako sabi ko " ui nagdridrive ako baka matomba tau nyan.." Bumulong siya pwde ko daw syang pag bigyan.. Eh medyo libog din ako kaya umoo na ako.. Sabi niya ihinto ko daw ung motor. Medyo madilim sa dinadaanan namin sakto pagtigil ko may isang kubo open lahat walang dingding parang papag type lang sabi niya dun daw namin gawin..
Pagbabang pagbaba tinanggal agad niya short nia brief pati damit tapos binaba nia rin short ko. Sabi ko wag masyadong magmadali. Romansahin muna niya ako.. Bigla nia akong hinalikan sa labi.. Sagad na sagad.. Hard kung hard pababa sa aking nipple... Nilaro nia ito.. Medyo nasasarapan na ako kaya sabi ko isubo na nia titi ko... Binaba nia brief ko sabay kawala ng 6 inches kong taguro. Natulala sya kasi daw kaninang kinakapa nia parang ang liit daw.. Nagbiro ako sabi ko" yan ang magic ng titi ko. In english magic cock" tumawa sya sabay buka ng bibig niya at sinuso etits ko... Para akong nakikiliti di ko mapaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko... Ang tagal ang init ng bibig nia.. Di ko man lang naramdaman mga ngipin nia na sumasadsad sa titi ko... Ang init.. Di ko na kinaya.. Libog na libog na ako.. Sabi ko ako naman ang magtratrabaho.. Pinaluhod ko sya sabi ko tirahin ko sya sa pwet umalma siya sabay sabi " masakit yan walang pampadulas" sabi ko naman akong bahala basta magtiwa... Gamit ang laway ko dinuraan ko pwet nia...madami akong dinura... Pinaikot ko sa butas niya tapos pinasok ko muna ung isang daliri ko para ikalma butas nia " aaaah aaaah shit" lang naririnig ko na sabi nia... Nag matansya kong kalmado na pwet nia.. Binigla kong ipasok titi ko sa pwet niya nacnakapagpangiwe sa kanya... Napapasigaw siya sa sakit kasi daw masyadong mataba ang titi ko at biglaan ko tong pinasok. Ungol sya ng ungol ungol ng sarap at libog... Nanglalabasab na ako binunot ko sabay putok sa bunganga niya. Sabay sabing " yan lunukin mong lahat.. Madami pang pondo sa luob niyan... Sumagot naman siya na " akin lang tamod at titi mo forever...Nakailang rounds kame sa ilalim mga 4 . sa ilalim ng puno ung isa... SABAY kameng nag jakol paramihan ng tamod.. Medyo matagal kame labasan kasi nakainom kame.. Bago

Sa kasalukuyan nasa visayas ako at minsan nagchachat kame at pag umuuwi ako sa amin agad kameng nagkikita.. Kasi mula ng may mangyari sa amin naging sex buddies na kame

Sa susunod ang sex experience ko kasama si couz paul. Dalawa kameng tumira sa bakla palitan

By: Anonymous

CHAPTER FIVE

The next morning Russ inadvertently woke me up in the morning when he was getting himself breakfast. He habitually got up with the sun, obviously a morning person. I hoped he would eat breakfast and leave so I could get more sleep. Instead, he grabbed a bagel, sat down in the living room, and turned on the news, obviously in for the long haul. I threw my blanket off of me and headed off to the bathroom, capitulating to awakeness.  That day Cougar seemed to be avoiding me. It was the first day that he didn't give me any sort of command. However uncomfortable the last night's escapades had been for me, touching Cougar had been extremely erotic. It seemed I couldn't pass a few minutes without reliving the experience in my head. Not having anything to do, I flipped the TV channels, hoping to find some show that showed some male skin. Not finding anything but female skin, I eventually gave up, and took an afternoon nap on the couch.  Matt invited me out to play pool that night. I had never been before, but he said it was easy to pick up. Cougar came along as well, which was no surprise. Cougar and Matt were always together. But I was surprised when Cougar said that Malcolm was coming along too.  "He said he'd be down in a minute," said Cougar. The three of us were waiting in the entry way.  "Does Malcolm normally go out with you guys?" I asked Matt.  He shrugged. "Sometimes."  "If he hangs out with anyone at the house, he hangs out with us," said Cougar.  "That's not true. Him and Case are cool."  "Yeah, but Malcolm and Russ barely even speak," said Cougar.  "So, is he sort of a loner?" I asked, suddenly sympathetic.  "No," said Cougar. "He goes out all the time. We just don't know who he's with. He's very mysterious."  Malcolm came down the stairs then, interrupting our conversation. "Let's go," he said.  The pool club was about as scummy as I could have imagined. It was dingy and filled with lowlifes, all with beers in their hands, all arguing amongst themselves. It looked like the kind of place that closed early every night because of fights between patrons.  There was only one table available when we got there; it was at the end of the hall. As Cougar set the balls up, I noticed the guys at the table next to us seemed to be giving us looks. There were three of them, all mean looking white trash in their thirties with huge guts hanging over their belts.  "8-ball, teams?" asked Cougar.
"Sure," said Malcolm.  "Me and Matt against you two," said Cougar.  Matt interjected. "You just don't want to play with Rick."  "Yeah, so? He sucks, and Malcolm's the best, so it evens out."  "Fine," said Malcolm. "I'll take the kid, I don't care. Kid, you want to break?"  "Huh?" I asked.  "Never mind, I'll do it."  Malcolm `broke' the triangle of balls, causing a whole bunch of them to fly into the holes. After Cougar's turn, Matt tried to explain to me how to use the cue to hit the balls. I succeeded in hitting the white ball with my cue, but apparently that wasn't good enough. It didn't hit any of the other balls and went straight for the hole.  "You scratched," said Matt. "You never want to the white ball to land in the pockets."  As we kept on playing, I started picking the game up pretty well. At one point, Malcolm was on a streak, hitting one ball in after the other. Matt and I were sitting off to the side, and Cougar came over to us, nodding back towards the table next to us.  "Are you hearing this shit?" he asked.  "Yeah," said Matt.  "What?" I asked, not hearing anything.  Apparently the three guys at the table next to us were insulting Malcolm quietly, under their breath to each other. Only someone with werewolf ears would have been able to hear them.  "They're racist bastards," said Matt, not repeating their actual words to me.  After a couple of games, another table opened up for us across the hall.  "Malcolm and I will take it," said Matt. "That way Cougar can safely kick Rick's ass."  "No way, man," said Cougar quickly. "I don't want to be left with the loser."  "I'll take him," said Malcolm. "Come on, kid."  As we walked across the room to the free table, I tried to interpret Cougar's actions. Since the last night, he had been avoiding being alone with me. What happened to the friendly side of him he showed me after jacking him off?  I remained distraught and distracted as Malcolm and I started playing. There really wasn't any point in playing anyway, since he was so much better than I was.  "What's wrong with you?" he said. "You don't like this game?"  I shook myself out of it. "No," I said. "I'm just tired. I never get any sleep on the couch cause people keep waking me up." That was the truth.  He hit three solids into the pockets. "If it was my choice, you wouldn't have to sleep on the couch, you know."  Since it wasn't his choice, I didn't find his comment to be at all comforting. But I thanked him anyway.  "You know," he said, "you and I need to stick together."  "What do you mean?"  "All I'm saying is, it's been rough for you since you got here. They treat you like second-rate shit. And trust me, things will only get worse. Pretty soon, they'll have you always on your toes, no sleep at all."  "How do you know?" I asked.  "Because, it is obvious. You are the only one that will never win a fight. You will always be last. For the rest of us, we can boss around those below us if we feel like it, sure. But then, boom, they beat you in a fight. And then it's your ass."  "Just like Cougar and Will," I said.  "Exactly. But you, you are not a threat. You're an easy target."  "Yeah. I guess so."  He leaned in close and raised his eyebrow. "That's why you need an ally like me. Don't forget that."  Ally? What was this, a war? "I'm sorry, I don't know what you mean by that."  "Just remember. I like you. You're a good kid. I feel sorry for you. That's all."  He started asking me about my history then, and I filled him in. He seemed really interested in my background and my interests, and my mood lightened a bit.  After playing for an hour, our time ran out, and we decided to head back to the other table. When we got there, Cougar and Matt were playing a game with two of the white trash guys that were talking shit about Malcolm. The third one was sitting out.  They were playing team nine-ball, a game I couldn't begin to understand. And there were stakes, a hundred bucks on the game. I wondered who challenged whom.  Matt and Cougar quickly won. I wondered if they had been upfront about their superhuman coordination. They were each fifty bucks richer as the three men walked out, cursing under their breath.  "They just called me a chink!" said Cougar, looking like he was about ready to kick some ass.  "Calm down, bro," said Malcolm. "They'll get theirs."  Tired, I was hoping their billiards victory over the ignorant white men would be our signal to go. But, they wanted to keep playing late into the night.  At one point, all three of them looked up simultaneously towards the door. I followed their gaze. A man had just strolled in. He was a very attractive black man in preppy clothes.  "Don't look at him!" Matt said sharply.  I turned away. "Who is that?" I asked.  "A vampire. He's checking the place out."  "For what?" I asked.  "For wolves like us," said Matt.  "Party's over," said Cougar. "Let's go."  "No," said Malcolm. "Keep playing. We don't want to do anything suspicious."  And so, we kept on playing. The vampire stood there, looking around. The guy behind the bar said something to him, and then the vampire paid for a table and started playing by himself.  "Alright, let's go," said Malcolm.  We walked out of the club as coolly as possible. When we were safely back in the Chevy, I felt it must be safe to talk again.  "Did he notice us?" I asked.  "Probably not," said Matt. "We looked like everyone else in there."  "That's the first one I've seen around here since the massacre," said Malcolm. "I guess they're back."  "Forget about the blood sucker," said Cougar. "Check out what I got."  He pulled out of his pockets three wallets that were obviously not his own. He was grinning from ear to ear.  Malcolm grabbed one and looked into it. "One twenty," he said. "I could smell the cash on them."  "And now we have their ID's," said Cougar.  I didn't know why that would be useful, but I was too tired to ask. I fell asleep on the way home.  When we got home, I went straight to bed. Unfortunately, Matt and Cougar thought it the perfect time to play some more videogames. They finished at about two, and Cougar went up to bed as Matt turned off the game system, a sigh of relief passing through my lips.  "I'm not tired, are you?" asked Matt.  "Yes," I said, exasperated.  He paused for a second. "I'm gonna watch a movie on TV, okay?" he asked me.  "Mmm-hmm," I said, wanting to kill him.  I didn't fall asleep until after four.  *****  Russ woke me up again with the news at six. I wanted to cry.  Later that day, I was hoping to take a nap, but Matt was always using the TV.  "Shouldn't you be training for your fight with Will?" I asked him.  "I've trained for years. Not a whole lot of good a few extra days will do. Wanna play some videogames?"  I started thinking about ways to secretly destroy the television. Why couldn't there have been seven bedrooms in this fucking house?  That afternoon, I sat on my couch, praying for shut-eye while Matt played video games. Finally, my prayers were answered.  He started squirming around on the couch, looking uncomfortable. "Man, this couch sucks," he said. "It's really getting to me. How am I supposed to play my game if I'm not comfortable?"  Angry, he switched off the TV and left the house, saying he needed to unwind. With his absence, the house seemed to have adopted a peaceful serenity. I curled up on the couch, and drifted to sleep.  After what seemed like only several seconds of some soothing dream, Matt's voice ringed through my ears. "Bring it in here, guys," he was yelling.  I opened my eyes. Matt was directing two delivery guys into the house. In their arms was a brown leather recliner.  "Set it down over here in the living room," he was saying.  The men put the chair down in front of my couch, facing the TV. Then Matt saw them out.  "Kick-ass, isn't it?" he said, sitting into it. "I just bought it. Look, it has cup-holders. You could practically live in this chair."  Somehow I was sure that's what he was going to do for the rest of the day.  That night I was lying on the couch again, ready to go to sleep, but Matt and Cougar were playing videogames. Matt was sitting in his chair, obviously enjoying his new toy.  "Oh shit!" said Cougar, as he performed some incredible digital feat.  I got up and went into the kitchen, getting myself a glass of milk. Malcolm was there, in a pair of sweats and a big T-shirt that he always wore around the house. He was drinking tea, a very uncharacteristically effeminate thing for him to do. He lifted up his cup to me as I came in.  "It helps me sleep," he said defensively.  "I wish that would work for me," I said. "I'm afraid my bedroom is occupied at the moment."  "Those two?" he said. "Night owls. They'll be up all night."  "Hey Malcolm, you outrank them. Can't you order them to bed?"  He laughed. "I'm not gonna piss on them like that."  "Well, it was worth a shot," I said.  "I can do one better," he said. "You, sleep in my room. I have a big bed. You're welcome to share it if you like."  I thought that might just be too awkward. I had never shared a bed with anyone in my life. Even when my sister and I were small, my conservative parents thought it scandalous for a boy and a girl to share a bed.  >From the living room, I heard Matt shout, "I just beat your grinding score!"  "No way," said Cougar. "Not for long."  I smiled at Malcolm. "Alright, you're on."  "Go on up," he said. "I'll be up as soon as I finish my tea."  I was already in my PJ's. I went upstairs, went into his room, and turned on the light.  His room was quite messy, but the bed looked clean, made, and inviting. It was a double-sized bed that was in the center of the room, giving easy access to both sides. The right side had two pillows, the left had none. I figured he must sleep on the right.  I pulled up the covers and slipped into the bed. The mattress felt unbelievably comfortable after so long on the couch.  Malcolm walked in, and shut the door. "Take one of those pillows," he said.  "Oh, thanks," I said.  Sticking the pillow under my head felt like heaven. This whole time I had gone without one.  Malcolm pulled his T-shirt off, and tossed it into the mess on the floor. I was reminded how huge he looked. Muscular in a massive way. His shoulders and arms seemed as thick as my thighs. His abs jutted out, though they weren't cut. And his pecs were huge, with large, black nipples protruding a bit. Unlike Matt and Cougar, he was completely hairless. I had seen him without a shirt before, but it still managed to excite me.  He turned off the light, and got into bed next to me. He was so tall that his feet hung about a foot off the bed. He was so big that I wasn't sure if we would both fit comfortably.  I noticed he was on his side at his edge of the bed, facing away from me, and I did the same.  "Do you snore?" he asked.  "No, don't worry," I said.  "Oh, cause I do." He laughed his big-bellied laugh, and then seemed to fall asleep.  His snore started to come on mildly, but not enough to disturb my rest.  *****  The next morning I woke up feeling like I had just slept the best sleep of my life. Malcolm must have already gotten up...I was alone in the room.  I got up and went downstairs. Malcolm was eating breakfast, and I sat down to join him, getting myself a bowl of cereal.  "You sleep okay last night?" he asked.  "Yeah, I slept great. How about you?"  "I was fine," he said. "Kind of hot though. Look, anytime you want to sleep in there again, just let me know."  "Okay, thanks."  That night, I thought I'd try to sleep on the couch again. I didn't want to overstay my welcome with Malcolm. But Matt was playing videogames again. I played with him for a while, but soon got tired.  Malcolm walked downstairs and looked in at us, standing behind Matt.  "This game fun?" he asked.  "You bet," replied Matt without looking back.  Malcolm looked at me and shook his head, smiling. Then he nodded towards the stairs and raised his eyebrows.  I smiled back at him, and jumped off the couch.  "I'm going to go get some tea," he said to me.  "You do that," replied Matt, thinking that he was the one being addressed.  I headed up the stairs, and into Malcolm's room. It was hot...luckily the window was open. I took my shirt off as he got into bed. When I'm hot I like to sleep without it, and since that was how Malcolm slept, I knew it wouldn't bother him.  Malcolm came up a few minutes later. He was wearing his sweatpants and T-shirt again.  "You awake?" he asked, switching the light on.  "Yeah," I said.  "It's hot again tonight," he said. He took off his T-shirt like last night, and I thought he was going to get into bed. But then he stuck his thumbs into the waistline of his sweats, and pulled them down, leaving a pair of loose white boxers underneath. He tossed the sweats to the floor.  "Tonight, I sleep comfortably," he said, leaning against the wall.  "Thanks again for the bed," I told him, not exactly sure what he was doing.  "You like sleeping in here?"  "Yeah, of course," I said.  "You know I'm helping you because I'm your friend, right? Buddies always help each other out."  "Yeah, I know," I responded.  My attention was drawn to his boxers. They were really lose, but they sported what looked like a huge package. It was just sort of hanging there in a pouch of cotton. I just stole a quick look before looking back at his face.  "If I got to be alpha," he said, "things would be different around here. You, for one, would be treated with respect."  "Thanks," I said. "I wish you were alpha too."  "Then you're willing to help me get there," he said.  "You need help? What could I do?" I asked, positive that I was not qualified to help in any way.  "You could do more than you know. If I just had an ally, I think I could get to the top. You scratch my back, and I scratch yours, isn't that what they say?"  "I guess so," I said.  "You guess so? No. Either you're with me or you're not. Either we're a unit or we're nothing. Which is it?"  I thought about it. I couldn't see any reason why helping out Malcolm would be a bad idea for me. After all, he was the only one so far that seemed to take me seriously. "I'll do whatever you want," I said. Besides, if I refused, he could technically just order me around anyway.  "Good."  He turned off the light and walked over to the other side of the bed, getting under the covers.  "We'll talk more tomorrow. Goodnight."  "Night," I said.  Sometime that night I woke up from what I thought was snoring. Malcolm was snoring, but what's worse, he had moved positions in the night so that he was lying on his back. Trouble was, I had been lying on my back too. And so, the right side of his body was completely on top of the left side of mine.  It felt good to have the warm skin of his huge back over my arm, and his right arm sort of draped over my chest and down my body. His right leg was between my two legs, and his right butt cheek was right on my hip. But, he was so heavy that it really wasn't worth the trouble.  I didn't want to wake him, but I was too uncomfortable to sleep squished under him. I tried pulling myself out without much fuss. I failed. I had to push his shoulder up with all of my effort before I could squeeze out from under him.  Amazingly, he didn't seem to wake up.  "Malcolm?" I called.  Nothing.  I turned on my side at the very edge of the bed, and fell back asleep.  *****  "Are you awake?"  I felt a big hand on my shoulder, shaking me. I opened my eyes. White boxers and a huge package in front of me. I looked up. Malcolm was flashing that huge, crazy smile down at me.  "We need to talk," he said. "Everyone else is downstairs."  I sat up in bed. He walked to his door and locked it.  "Okay," I said. "Let's talk."  He walked back in front of me. I had to crane my neck to see his face, he was so tall.  "I have a plan. With a little luck it'll get me to alpha," he said, looking away.  "But, first you'd have to challenge both Russ and Case in fights, right?"  "Yeah. Russ is the real wild card. He was a marine. He knows how to fight. I've challenged him many times, and every time, lost."  I was surprised. Malcolm was so much bigger than Russ. "But you're so big," I said.  "Yes, but Russ uses my size to his advantage. He's always hitting low, tackling me, taking out my lower body. He's slippery. But, I might have a way to win the next fight I challenge him in. If I can get passed him, I think I could beat Case without a problem."  "But, isn't Case the best fighter in the house? How do you expect to beat him?"  "Well, I've never actually fought him. I've only been a part of this pack for three years. I joined them when I came to Philly. They were in the exact same pecking order that they are in now. I fought Cougar, then Mathew, and they were nothing. But Russ, I never got passed him. And so Case and I have never fought. Hell, I've never even see him fight. Russ has never challenged him. He's big like me, but I'm bigger. I know that if I had my chance, I'd take him down. And then, I would be alpha. We'd be living the good life, my friend."  "Sounds good," I said. I wasn't really sure what my role in this would be.  "But," he said, the smile fading from his face. "There's a wild card in all of this. Will. He's good. Took out Cougar in a matter of seconds. On Friday, he'll beat Mathew. And then next week, he'll fight me. I'm not sure if I can beat him. If I can't, our plans will be shot. I'd never be alpha."  He shook his head, and looked out the window.  "If only there was a way we could make Mathew win. If a challenger loses a fight, they can't challenge again for six months, did you know that?"  "No," I said.  "If Mathew were to beat Will on Friday, then Will would be stuck under him for half a year. We need to make sure he loses that fight."  "How can we do that?" I asked.  "Let me think about that. We'll talk again tonight."  He put on pants and a shirt and left the room.  Sometime after lunch that day, I saw Matt was watching baseball on TV. I sat down on the couch beside him.  "Where'd you go last night?" he asked me. "Cougar went to bed and I wanted to play videogames with you."  "I wanted to sleep. So I slept in Malcolm's room."  He laughed. "Malcolm is letting you bunk with him? Unbelievable."  That night, as Matt and Cougar stayed up late once again, I had gone to bed with Malcolm. It was becoming routine.  We were both in bed. He was in his boxers like before, and was resting on his side, his head propped up on his arm, looking at me.  "I have a plan," he said.  "What is it?" I asked.  "It involves you. I'll tell you tomorrow. Go to sleep now."  I shut my eyes and wiggled my head into the pillow. "Malcolm," I said, opening my eyes. "You said that you just came to Philly three years ago. What were you doing before then?"  "It's not important," he said. "Go to sleep."  I shut my eyes again. I rolled over, being sure to stick to my side to avoid the mistake I made the previous night, and fell asleep.  Sometime later I woke again to Malcolm's snoring. This time, it was much louder than before.  I turned myself around on the bed so that I was facing him. He was on his back again, his head tilted back and his mouth open, the sounds of snores pouring out.  I tried to shut my eyes again, but I couldn't get back to sleep. This was almost as bad as sleeping on the couch.  Then I got a streak of brilliance. I remembered that people usually snore when they are sleeping on their backs. If I could get him on his side, then he'd probably subsist.  I was scared to move him. I didn't want him waking up, pissed off at me. But I knew from the night before that he was a really heavy sleeper. I figured moving him around the bed wouldn't wake him.  I got on my knees on the bed, facing his body. I stuck my hands under him and lifted with all my strength. I was able to pry his right side off the bed, and lift him onto his side. I almost lost control of his momentum and caused him to fall onto the floor. Luckily, I caught his body, and stopped it.  Once he was settled on his side, I lay back down, for once having tons of space. I spread out on my back, enjoying the feeling of it, before settling back on my right side, facing away from him again.  I started drifting off to sleep when I heard a moan and felt him moving around beside me. He rolled onto his back again, and then kept on rolling so he was laying on his right side.  He pressed up against my back, stuck his left arm over me with his hand against my chest, and pulled me back into him. I froze. What was he doing?  I could tell by his breathing that he was asleep. He must have been completely unconscious of his actions. I was so much smaller than him he must have thought I was some stuffed animal or something.  I couldn't move under his huge arm. And his hand on me was so big it sprawled all across my chest. His hot skin against mine was really getting me excited. All over my bare back, all I felt the warmth of his firm, hairless chest. His armpit was pressed over my shoulder. He must have been sweating, I could feel the moisture. It was a hot night.  I didn't want to move, but what would he think when he woke up to find himself like this? Oh well, I thought. He was obviously the one holding onto me, not the other way around. There was no way I was going to be blamed here.  I shut my eyes, and fell asleep quickly.  *****  The next morning I woke up to an empty room. I looked over at Malcolm's side of the bed. A folded note on his pillow caught my eye.  `Meet me in the garage when you get up,' it said.  I crumpled up the note and threw it away. I wasn't sure about all of Malcolm's scheming, but knew I had already committed myself to helping him. I sighed as I put on some clothes and left the room.  Malcolm was in the garage tinkering with his bike when I walked in.  "We need to plan," he said. "Shut the door behind you."  A half hour later I was leaving the garage feeling very overwhelmed and not at all confident in myself. I couldn't believe I what I was going to have to do.  At noon, I was still feeling guilty and apprehensive as I ate my turkey sandwich in the dining room with Cougar and Russ, who was reading the paper. Case came strolling into the room with a shiny new pair of sunglasses on.  "There's a Dali exhibit at the museum I've been meaning to check out. Thought I'd go over there now."  Cougar looked up from his Hot Pocket. "You want to go look at dollies, Case?"  "No, you idiot, not dolly, Dali, as in Salvador, the painter. Anyone want to come?"  Cougar shook his head. "Anyway you spell it, it sounds gay to me."  Case turned towards Russ. "What about you, Russ?"  "Me? In an art museum?"  "Come on, you need to get out. What else are you going to do today?"  He nodded. "Alright, I'll go."  Case looked at me. "What about you, Rick?"  "Sure, I'll come," I said, feeling sure that the expedition would be an escape from my dreariness.  We were pulling the Chevy out of the driveway a few minutes later with Case behind the wheel. The museum was attractive and busy. As we started walking through its halls, Russ pointed to Case's sunglasses.  "You look like a fool wearing those things indoors," he said. I was surprised how casually the guys would just insult Case.  "They're my signature," he said.  "You look like fucking Tom Cruise," said Russ.  "No," I said, shaking my head. "More like Morpheus."  "Who the hell is Morpheus?" asked Russ. Did he seriously not know? I thought everyone saw that movie.  Case reached for his shades and pulled them off. It was the first time I had seen his eyes.  "I know why you wear them," I said. "Because your eyes look too kind without them." They were the only part of him that looked friendly and open.  Case turned red and looked away. "There's the exhibit."  We walked through the wall-hung paintings on display. I hadn't heard of Dali before, I was never in to art. But looking around, some of the paintings seemed familiar. Case seemed particularly interested in a painting of and old woman and a crutch.  After a while, I sat down on a museum bench, trying to go over in my head what I would be doing the next day.  "Is something bothering you, or are you just repelled by abstract art?" It was Case, he still had his sunglasses off, but he wasn't smiling.  "It's not the art," I said.  He sat down beside me. "Adjusting to this new life must be tough for you," he said. "But, in the end, I think you know that this is where you belong."  That's not what was bothering me at all, but I smiled and nodded anyway.  "Look, I'm not like the other guys," he said. "If you need someone to talk to, I'll listen."  "Thanks," I said. I was thinking about telling him then what Malcolm had asked me to do. Before I could decide if that was wise, Russ interrupted us.  "So, Russ," said Case. "Did you enjoy the exhibit?"  He nodded slightly. "I thought some of his paintings were pretty impressive. But then I read that short bio of him. He was one screwed up fellow."  Case shook his head. "You can't judge a body of work by the lifestyle of the artist."  "Sure you can."  When we were walking down the steps of the museum on our way to the car, Russ stopped us. He motioned towards a man sitting on a park bench about a block away.  "I can smell him from here," he said.  "Oh, yes," said Case.  "Wolf or vampire?" I asked.  "Vampire," said Russ.  I squinted, trying to make him out in the distance. He was just sitting there, motionless, watching the crowd.  "He's just waiting there," said Russ. "Waiting for us to come and kill him."  "He knows he's safe in the crowd," said Case.  "Not for long, he won't be," said Russ. "We wait until he leaves, and we follow him. Take him out."  "No," said Case. "These vampires, they've been appearing all over the city. Always alone, always an easy target. It feels like a trap. Let's just go."  Russ was disappointed, I could tell. But we left anyway. The vampire on the bench never budged.  That night, trying to get to sleep in Malcolm's bed, I kept going over every step of the plan in my head. I knew if everything went well, I wouldn't get caught. But what if something went wrong?  I woke up again that night, not from snoring, but from Malcolm pulling me with his arm into his body like he had done the night before.  "Malcolm?" I said.  No response. He really must be doing it in his sleep.  I loved having his body against my back. But I wanted more than anything to turn around and face him.  I rolled under his arm, turning so that I was on my right side facing into him, against his body. My nipples twinged when I brushed them against the warm skin of his chest.  He was so big that my eyes were about the level of his neck. His left hand was now against my back. I put my right hand on the side of his torso. No response. I slid it back around to his back. Still no response. I squeezed my arm, pulling myself tighter against him.  I felt his legs against my legs. Unfortunately, I was wearing long pajama pants so I didn't get to feel any actual skin contact. But where his crotch met my left thigh, I felt a large, heavy mound resting on my leg. I knew it must have been his package.  I was hard by then, but my cock was well constricted behind my underwear and pajamas.  I started to get sleepy again. Not wanting him to wake up with my arm around him, I put it back against my side before falling back asleep.  *****  Friday morning Malcolm's alarm clock went off for the very first time. We had to be up early today, I remembered, as my eyes opened.  We were still pressed together like we were before. Even thought his alarm clock was loud and shrill, he wasn't waking up.  I slid out from under him and got up before he woke up himself, slapping the alarm quiet.  "Are you ready?" he asked me, getting out of bed and putting his pants on.  "I think so."  He laughed at me. "You're nervous. It's not like we're robbing a bank or anything. It couldn't be simpler what we're doing."  I smiled and nodded.  He left the room, and I got dressed. I was supposed to meet him down in the kitchen. He didn't want us arriving there together. I grabbed what I needed, and headed downstairs.  Matt was sitting in the living room playing videogames.  "Hey Matt," I said, sitting down next to him, nervous.  "Hey."  Malcolm called from the kitchen. "Matt! Get in here."  "I'm busy," he said.  "I'm not asking!"  Matt grumbled as he set the controller down and walked into the kitchen. "Yeah, what?"  "There's nothing to eat in the house. Go out and get me some breakfast. And get some for the rest of the house, too."  "Are you fucking kidding me, man?" Matt whined. "I have a fight today. Ask someone else."  "I'm asking you."  "Fine, shithead. What do you want?"  He was taking his order when Will came walking down the stairs, fully dressed but looking groggy. It was 10:10. Malcolm said he always got up at ten, got dressed, and then came to get a cup of coffee. He walked into the kitchen.  "Nobody's made coffee?" he said, interrupting Malcolm's order.  "We're out," said Malcolm.  "Motherfucker," I heard Will say.  "But Matt's offered to get everyone breakfast," said Malcolm. "Right Matt?"  "Yeah, right," said Matt.  Malcolm walked out of the kitchen, winking at me as he went upstairs.  "Just get me a coffee," said Will. "Black. Nothing fancy."  "Right on."  Matt went upstairs, looking pissed, gathering everyone else's orders. He came down a few minutes later.  "What about you, kid? What do you want for breakfast? Better take advantage of me while you still can."  "I'll go with you," I said. "To help."  He smiled. "Really? Okay, thanks."  When we got back to the house, we had loads of food in our arms. Malcolm was waiting in the entry way.  "Where's mine?" he asked.  "Right here, sweetheart," said Matt, throwing him a small paper bag.  We went into the kitchen and piled everything on the counters.  "Okay, Matt, who ordered what?" I asked.  >From the other room, Malcolm was shouting. "Matt! Matt come here!"  "Jesus, what's his problem today?"  Matt left the kitchen.  "Yeah?"  "I ordered a breakfast sandwich. This is a bagel. I didn't ask for a bagel."  "Yeah you did, dumbass."  While he was out of the room, I popped the top off of Will's coffee. Slipping my hand into my pants, I pulled out the little ziplock bag that had the small amount of liquid in it. It had to be put in coffee, I remembered, to cover its taste. I quickly opened it, poured into the cup, and then stuck the bag back into my pocket.  "Oh yeah. I guess I did ask for a bagel. Good job."  "You're a moron, you know that?"  Quickly, I stirred the coffee with a spoon and replaced the lid. I was washing the spoon when Matt came back in.  "Breakfast!" I heard Malcolm shouting from upstairs.  Everyone came down to get their food.  "Where's my coffee?" asked Will.  I pretended like I didn't know. "Matt, where's Will's coffee?"  Will grabbed the cup and handed it to Will.  "Thanks."  I grabbed my own food, and left the kitchen.  All had gone smoothly. I was doubtful when Malcolm had told me the plan the day before.  "Why can't you be the one to do it?" I asked.  "No. If I am anywhere near that food, they'll know it was me. I have too much to gain."  "You want me to put arsenic in it?! Where the hell did you get that stuff? You're going to kill him?!"  "No. Don't worry. Wolves have strong stomachs. It'll just make him as sick as hell for a day or so."  In the afternoon, everyone besides Will was in the gym, giving pep talks to Matt. He looked pepped up, confident, and cool.  "It's time," said Cougar at four, when the fight was scheduled to start. "Where the hell is he?"  "I'll go see," said Russ, as he went up the stairs.  A couple of minutes later, Russ came back down, shaking his head.  "He's lying on the bathroom floor. He's really sick."  "Sick?" said Case. "Wolves don't get sick."  "Maybe he's just scared," said Cougar.  Will came down the stairs into the basement, looking pale and withered. He was holding his empty cup of coffee. My heart jumped. He knew. I glanced at Malcolm. He was staying back, acting cool.  "I'm not sick," he said. "I was poisoned. Somebody wants me to lose the fight."  "How do you know?" asked Case.  "It was this coffee. I thought it tasted bad. Now I know why." He threw the cup down and walked up to Matt, pushing him back. "You thought you'd gain the upper hand in our fight, huh? Not enough balls to take me on without a handicap?"  Matt backed off. "Look, man, I didn't do shit. I wouldn't do that."  "You were the one who got my coffee. Nobody else could have done it but you."  He shook his head. "It wasn't the coffee. I don't know what's wrong with you but it's not the coffee."  Case grabbed Matt and pulled him aside.  "What the fuck's wrong with you, man?" asked Case.  "It wasn't me, Case."  "Look, Matt, you're my boy, you know that, but you pull this kind of shit ever again, and that's it." He turned to Will. "We'll reschedule this fight for next week."  "You can't reschedule the fight," said Cougar.  "I can do whatever the fuck I want to do."  Will shook his head. "No. We settle this today."  Case looked at him, surprised. "You want to fight even though you're sick?"  "That's right."  "Okay," said Case, shaking his head. "Matt, did you decide what form you'll be fighting in?"  "Wolf."  They all went downstairs. Malcolm smiled at me as he went.  I heard them taking off their clothes. Then Case told them to start. There were growls, snarls, and yelps for a few minutes. It sounded awful.  "He's down!" shouted Case.  There were sounds of somebody dressing. People were congratulating him.  Will walked up the stairs, buckling his belt. I was shocked.  "Teach them to fuck with me," he said as he passed me.  Malcolm came upstairs, his frustration very transparent. I followed him upstairs.  "It's not over yet," he whispered to me when we were alone in the living room. "Keep your head low today."  Later on, when I heard Matt starting to pack up his things in his room, I went upstairs to see if I could help. I felt really guilty about my participation in Malcolm's plot that day, not because I didn't want Malcolm to get to alpha, but because of the damage I caused both Matt and Will.  When I got upstairs, I noticed Matt's door was open and he was just sort of throwing things into the hall. I peered in. He was taking his sheets off the bed.  "Hey," I said. "You okay?"  "Yeah, I'm okay," he said.  "You need some help?" I asked.  "Sure, kid, if you want to help I could use some. You've been real helpful to me today." I knew he was being genuine, which made me feel terrible.  We got all of his things out of the room and into the hall. "The room's all ready for Will now. You wanna tell him that? Every time I talk to him he just rails on me. That fucker. I told him that his accusations were crazy."  "Sure, I'll tell him," I said, as Matt went downstairs.  I knocked on Will's door.  "Come in."  When I opened the door, I saw he was doing push-ups on the floor of his bedroom.  "Seems like you're feeling better," I said.  He stopped and got to his feet. "I am."  "You still pissed off about today?"  He shrugged. "Yeah, I'm pissed off. But not nearly as pissed as I would have been if I had lost today. That kind of underhanded shit, that's not that unusual. Used to see it all the time in my old den. But that don't make it right, you know?"  I felt that familiar twinge of guilt again. "Yeah," I said. "Matt's room is all ready for you to move in."  "Let's see."  He stepped out into the hallway over Matt's pile of junk. He looked inside Matt's room.  "Bigger," he said. "He's got more windows. But I got my eye on that double bed of Malcolm's. Come next week, I'll have plenty of bed space."  That night, everyone except Will was watching a DVD Cougar had bought. Sitting on the couch, I was getting really sleepy, although the movie was engrossing.  About an hour into it, Malcolm went off to bed, giving me a nod. I waited about ten minutes and then slipped off without anyone noticing I was going.  His light was on when I got there and he was just getting into bed, wearing another pair of white boxers and nothing else.  "You sleeping in here again tonight?" he asked me.  "If that's okay," I said.  "Kid, it's always okay. Like I said, you and me are partners. My bed is your bed too."  I turned off the light, and took of my shirt. Then I recalled how much I wished I had been wearing boxers like Malcolm the night before. Malcolm wouldn't care if I was just in my boxers, that's how he slept anyway. I pulled down my pajama pants, lifted the covers, and slid into bed.  He sat on his side looking at me, and I did the same to him. "Look. It don't matter none what happened. You did everything right today."  "What are you going to do about Will now?" I asked, whispering. "He's already told Case that he's challenging you next Friday."  "I know. There's nothing I can do, except win. He's good man to man-- he's good wolf to wolf. He's proven that much. But nobody knows how he'll be in were form. So, that's what I pick. I'm strong, Rick. I'll probably beat him."  "Good," I said.  "And then I'll challenge Russ to a fight again. It's been six months since we did it last." He yawned. "But I'm tired now. We'll talk about this again tomorrow. Goodnight."  "Goodnight."  I woke up that night because he was snoring again. I looked over, and realized he was sleeping on his back. I turned around so that I was lying on my side, facing him. I'd have to lift him up again if I was going to stop the freight train that seemed to be lodged in his throat.  Then something came over me. I looked at his smooth, bulky body asleep in front of me, his dark skin shimmering in the silvery moonlight, and I realized how much I wanted to touch him. And why not give in to that urge? I knew that any touching I did wasn't about to wake him up.  I lifted my right hand and set it down in the center of his chest. I actually had to reach a good ways to get there, he was so broad. I pulled my hand slowly towards me, onto the center of his huge right pec. I touched his dark nipple with my finger. It was so much bigger than mine were. I traveled down towards his abs, feeling their round hardness under his soft and giving skin.  I looked down at his boxers. I could see a large cylindrical shape pushing the boxers into the air. It traveled from across hip right hip, towards me.  If I touched it, would he wake up? Touching someone's cock isn't like touching their chest. It's more sensitive.  But he was such a heavy sleeper. I decided that, even if he did wake up, he'd probably wake up really slowly, giving me plenty of warning to move my hand away.  I moved my hand down over his boxers, feeling the stiff fabric beneath my fingers. I touched what I knew must be his cock head. I pressed down, feeling it in the palm of my hand. It was soft and big. Rubbing around, I could clearly feel the head's rim, and knew he must be circumcised, like I was. I was a little disappointed. I had never seen an uncircumcised cock before. Then I reminded myself that I could count the number of cocks I had seen on one hand.  I moved my fingers along his cock. The whole thing was so thick, WAY thicker than my own soft. Heck, I thought it was a good deal thicker than my own hard.  It traveled so far horizontally before finally reaching his base. I rubbed the length of it again, trying to estimate its size. I thought it must have been about six inches soft.  I loved the feeling of it through that fabric. I reached under and grabbed where his balls would be, holding them in my hands gently. Surprisingly, they weren't super huge, although they were still bigger then my own.  My hand went back to his cock. I wished that I could reach completely around and hold it, but that was impossible through the boxers.  As I rubbed it, I felt a monstrous throb. It must have been responding to my touch. Afraid any excitement might wake him, I stopped my explorations.  I still had to turn him back on his side before I could go back to sleep again. I fell asleep with a burning erection.

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